The last few days I have been under extremely oppressive intense energy. Locked down, with heavy machinery. The inner-space of calmness, I usually feel during meditation, is now consumed with cruel embodiment of shrapnel tearing through my veins. I even taste the metal in my mouth. I observe the weight of the tight entrapment of being oppressed by this iron domain. The machinery encapsulates my system compromising my lungs to the point of barely breathing. I am stuck, imprisoned by the steadfast repression. As I intensely feel through the charged emotions, with present moment awareness. I allow the reality as it is. There is a part of me that wants to run, yet the weight, has me imprisoned. Even though, fear crept in, I felt through it, as it ran through every cell of my body. The shrapnel barbed into my tissue. I felt shredded alive while simultaneously being raped by the unbending iron, the dead weight violated me to the core. A tarry substance poured upon me, I am stuck in time, infused with this eclipse energy.
The energies showing up are similar to the energies in 1999. That year, my life was flipped upside down. Our family was hit head on by a drunk driver. Five people were killed including the death of our only child. Trapped in the wreckage for an hour before the Jaws of Life released my body. But not my psyche until now. For the past 18 years, I have felt the heavy metal burrowing through my mind, with suppression, domination and control. The accumulated life times of junk DNA trapped us in a junk yard of heavy metal filled with tyranny.
The cycle is finally complete….I feel elated to see what I have felt for years, yet I did not have the resilience needed to be in equanimity until now to neutralize the field. Seeing through the fog of oppression, the inner-confidence of my strength allowed me to see a much bigger and deeper picture. The wreckage I had been swallowed up in, magnetized inter-dimensional machinery. Which unconsciously I allowed to hitchhike on me, not understanding my consent was the very reaction I felt that ugly day of entanglement. The Fear of losing my only child, the fear of losing my legs, the fear of losing my husband, the fear of losing my life.
Please Eclipse the Machinery out of your Life! Honoring the three children that passed that monstrous day. Along with all children, and honoring your own inner-child. By seeing, feeling and holding steadfast through the pain, bringing awareness to present time, creating the space for the Stars of the Universe to embrace you, while rooting into the power of Mother Earth. Allowing Safety, Sustainability and Freedom! Embodying your true nature – Energetic Ecstasy.
With Deep Profound and Organic Love,
Energetic Multidimensional Cellular Stabilizer