Please also read ‘The Embodying Inner Sacred Masculine Undressing the Blue Elephants in Pandora’s Box’ to balance both energies within.: https://tinyurl.com/ycw7lsdm
We are miracles brought to this earth to dance, have fun, and have freedom, just like nature. Have you ever noticed how the wind dances with the air, causing the wings of an eagle to soar high into the sky? Their harmonic resonance plays like a musical orchestra of infinite love with the intricate threads of symmetry. Uniting, creating, honoring, valuing, and respecting the significance of each other into infinite possibilities.
The Universal Laws of Nature have the capability of opening up the magic within all of us. Yet, in order to awaken the energetic threads we have to see where they have been confused, hijacked, enmeshed, and lost in the outside world of materialism, sexism, fantasy, agendas, food, drugs, alcohol, mechanical, and manipulation.
Rama Dr. Frederick Lenz – “We live in a world out of balance. Integrity begins with oneself. Men have suppressed women – no blame only detached observation to understand the cause and effect. Women exemplify an authentic powerful energy. Because life flows through them more than it does a man. However, men have the same authentic power but it operates differently than women. Throughout the ages men of been threatened by the power of women so they have negatively – rejected the power with themselves. Therefore suppressing women. Women learned to develop a second attention to survive on this planet, through manipulation by projecting sexual energy out to men. This behavior is justified because women need to survive.”
As long as women manipulate, in any form, they will be entrapped. Note sexual manipulation is charged with very higher voltage keeping everyone in lock down. Producing false light goddess power to get the next job, partner, raise, etc….to move up in the world. From my own experience, as a child, I embodied false light realities through the carnage of my pedophile bloodline.
My grandfather was a pedophile and chained his children to a tree like abused animals. Along with scarring my father with programs that the female human species were property to be sold, as sex objects. My father even wanted to prostitute my older sister when she turned fourteen. Fortunately, my mom did not allow that to happen. There were times I saw my father shattered, he was broken, and he would weep and fight hard to control his emotions. It was those rare moments I saw his beautiful Spirit, yet I was terrorized by other parts of him.
On one occasion, my older sister thought it would be cute for me, a six year old little girl, to strip tease for our neighborhood play. I flung my mom’s bra out into the audience while I sung Let Me Entertain You. Of course, I had clothes underneath, but that very act, set me up for a life time of manipulation, seduction and confusion.
I thought love was seduction. My father’s friends salivated over me. It was those times, I pleased my father and finally felt the love from him I so craved. My mother had very little confidence. Nevertheless, she found strength when it came to her children to protect us the best why she knew. She was emotionally and physically abused by my father. Both of them were alcoholics which only complicated the family dynamics.
It took the death of my son to wake me up from the spell. Heartbroken with raw grief, bleeding from my pores, there was no turning back. I begged to see the truth so I would never have to live through that pain again. I had no idea it was going to take the deep excavation it did. But I kept digging, my shovel was the only thing I held on to. I would see where I had lost myself as a means to an end. It took three different partners in the last 10 years to show me the fragmented parts of myself. My higher-self created a set-up where I would be safe through the rugged, dangers of the unconscious mind. Rick my husband (we’re separated but live together) he held space, while Jason and I blow up landmines (landminds) within us. He mirrored my family’s predator programming, so we could unleash those parts of our unconscious mind. When it became too much we broke up, however, Jason and Rick were both holding me in a sacred container to heal.
We all continued to live together. Then the unexpected happened. I met another man on the internet from the Middle East. It brought up another entire layer of deep seated fear. I saw how our culture programming had conditioned me into believing these people were unsafe. I observed and watched myself as the false terror rose in my body. Every time we skyped he emotionally saw me from many different dimensions. I could not hide any part, the shame, the anger, the grief, the depth, the galactic, my heart, my void and my light. He saw it all. I had never felt so naked. My energy was magnetized to Jordan to meet him. His heart illuminated transparent energy which bathed me on many deep cellular levels. He felt me so thoroughly, I did not even have to speak. His deep presence unraveled my body into an ocean of pure energy. It was with him, I found out I had been molested by my grandfather, before I turned two.
All three men gifted me with their shadow and their light to awaken me into intensified realties to bring my power back and transform it into my Higher Self. Transforming predatory, pedophilia, insecurities, violence, punishment, genital mutilation, torture, war, rape, and seduction, realties to unlock the codes to freedom. I am sharing what I have learned so you have the keys to unlock yourself. Each one of us are to be valued, treasured and deeply loved. I feel extremely grateful to the men in my life for supporting me through this cathartic process of bringing my inner-masculine and inner –feminine to balance.
The first place we have to look is within. By Opening Pandora’s Box and seeing all the pink elephants running the show is an opportunity to acknowledge where we have been in denial. By doing so, we restore our true organic energy. According to the Merriam-Webster Dictionary, ‘denial is a psychological mechanism refusing to admit the truth or reality of something unpleasant’. This is where the rabbit hole gets deeper. By refusing to look at unpleasant sensations it blindsides us into determinism. Determinism is a philosophy theory or doctrine of a psychological phenomenon causally determined by preceding events or natural laws, a belief in predestination. Basically, your future is determined so you don’t have any free will. Determinism = Detouring the person into miasma. Miasma is poisonous polluted portals to conquer system. https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Miasma_theory
By denying ourselves we set up unconscious patterns to determine our quality of life. Which is the precursor to a person’s life to have no free will. Acknowledging the theory of determinism can be used to deepen compassion and empathy to those that have gave up their free will to determinism. Most likely out of fear of facing the unpleasant reality. However, pleasant realities are even more misleading, because the emotional body is unconsciously seduced into desire realities, due to over-active insecurities, producing even more false light producing even more external power to feel falsely alive, seen and heard. Derived into egoism, grandiosity, or emotionally unbalanced in the senses of taste, hear, smell, touch, sight, and the subtle energies known as the 6th sense.
Once we have an honest look at our humanity we can really see where we have short changed ourselves. Where have we bought into sensationalism? What are we covering up? Why do we need to have the perfect make-up? Hair? Clothes? Skin? It takes courage to see where we have fallen into the traps of needing to be fixed to be loved. When we don’t look at the unpleasant players (thought forms) in the mind, they play us through sensations in the body. There is nothing like watching an erotic film to stir the sexual energy, or savoring a piece of dark chocolate that gives an orgasmic sensation through the taste buds. This causes huge endorphins to fire. Enjoy them, be with them…yet don’t attach to them. Sometimes these thought forms and sensations become addictive. We are so use to them operating in the background, that we become accustomed to and accept them as part of our own identity. Like flies on sticky paper. Until we acknowledge them by seeing and feeling through the habitual addictive attachments, they have power over us. I have heard some people say, “I am buzzing.”
Things go haywire when there is an imbalance in the system. Our opportunistic cultures conditioning tells us we are not enough ingraining us with artificial possession to keep us spell bound. Desires and wants become an obsession, like a parasite needing more and more, but never being satisfied. When we fall prey we have given up our free will to something destructive. There is an unconscious negative program running to sabotage our efforts to obtain what we really want – balance, peace, and harmony. We must heal the small “me” mind into the mature “we” mind.
We must create a world with organic possibilities. The “we” mind creates equality, mutuality by honoring, respecting, and seeing both inner -masculine and inner-feminine within our own energetic systems. Without any kind of oppression. By observing both characteristics, positive and negative mind-sets, our inner child is seen without judgment. It gives us the clarity to up-level our consciousness and when we do so, we purify all of the pink elephants in Pandora’s Box.
Since we all have the masculine and feminine within our energetic system, it is important to understand that just because a person is a female body, doesn’t mean she doesn’t transmit a lot of masculine energy within her being. Keep in mind that some women have also been conditioned and subjugated with dominating parents, teachers, or authority figures. They often unknowingly create the same wounded masculine energy in the feminine body by conditioning them not to feel or be unemotional, causing them to shut down and allow themselves to be treated as objects. Or become dominated through bullying and intimidation.
As children, this kind of trauma closes down the heart. They cope by being in the mind, which only amplifies the problem. Eventually, it is up to us to empathize with our own inner child so that we become the functional parent to our wounded inner child. Once we heal the trauma, we feel safe enough to love ourselves without needing another person to feel complete.
In order to feel whole and enough, we must first acknowledge the finger pointing. Men are usually the perpetrators and are caught in more acts of crime like abuse and rape, so our society is quick to blame men. As women we need to look where we are participating in this energy and own our part. Women play a significant role in sexual imbalanced energy. Some women act as if their body is a trophy for men. When we play these sexual games, the opportunistic invisible tentacles hook men with corrupted desires. It becomes an inorganic field of co-dependent strands of needy unhealed accumulated sexual energetic pus pockets to seduce at any cost. Where women unknowingly are caught through determinism, on an unconscious level. Their raping themselves magnifying exactly what they do not what. This is why men get away with rape. We need to own these aspects to bring the energy into balance, so we no longer enable or participate.
We have to look at all the pink elephants women may be denying by asking important questions: How and when do I objectify men? How do I manipulate and use my body to entice men? Where do I look on the outside for an external ego feed? Are you a ‘manizer’? It is the same as a womanizer, using men for your own benefit, be it pleasure or material gain, without acknowledging that men have feelings too. Is it for a sexually addictive fix? A need? Or an agenda? Or false light ego power? Are you using men until some personal interest has been satisfied? Every time we use seduction, we give up our power, allowing a man to project his fantasies on us. This implants sexual images producing a buildup of layered energy that is used as an opportunistic outlet to plug into. Then we wear this distorted perceptions and we wonder why we’re used, abused, and sometimes even raped.
As women, we must be responsible with our energy. I am not saying it is wrong to be in your Goddess energy and have fun. I am saying that if you’re dressing to seduce, you’re plugging into the predator energy by wearing the false light programs. A seducer is a predator. You’re subjugating yourself to oppression, domination, fear and control realities by manipulating your own body…causing embodied false light biology. We may not be able stop rape, but we can be educated and aware of our own energy to change our field. This is empowering. Please know I don’t take rape lightly, even innocent people are violated, so this is not a one size fits all statement; I understand it is a heavy crime and it must stop. One way of stopping it is by looking within. This will support all violation even those that are innocently violated. By asking where do I oppress my inner-feminine through jealousy, resistance, seduction, judgement, competition, fear and control? Where have I gave my power away to a partner that refused to love me, if I did not fit his perfect picture program?
Stepping back, pausing and acknowledging our persuasion tactics, gives us the opportunity to see these impure strands, acknowledge, and change them. This requires undressing the archetypes we are wearing. It makes our energy systems whole, vital, and pure. Resurrecting, honoring and valuing your energy will give you the capability to alchemize and synchronize all inorganic particles to a new level of moral monogamy. While supporting the whole.
This results in a solar biology that has the capacity to stand alone, without any outside needs, because everything functions in harmony within their own energetic structure. You then love deeply with an open heart and no emotional attachments. There is an inner trust creating a safe space that is held by your inner-masculine energy, allowing deepening, expanded currents to bath you. You become your own inner warrior; therefore, you don’t need a man. You love yourself entirely, making a complete organic system. If a relationship does happen, it will be an infinite and a profound experience, taking you to places not yet known in this Galaxy. Although, if a relationship doesn’t happen, you will penetrate yourself to the stars and back! The inner-feminine organic energy are the sacred waves in the ocean while the inner-masculine has the capacity to hold the ocean. The two symbiotic energy systems work together. When the masculine acknowledges his own inner-feminine within by respecting, valuing, honoring her and vice versa, then they create a life filled with harmony, compassion, and stability. Their sacred tides dance together.
To heal the feminine within, we must look at the wounds, usually caused when a father did not support her, abandoned her, and/or had an addiction to sex, drugs, gambling, alcohol, and work. Perhaps her father violated her mother and other children in the household with physical, verbal, and sexual abuse.
Even when there is peace in the household, society has conditioned women to solicit their bodies without even knowing it. Women do this by buying into jargon of having to be perfect to be accepted. As we develop we internalize emotions and play out characteristics that we identify with to get through the dysfunctional setting. These different identities are called archetypes. A great resource to learn more about them is Sacred Contracts by Carolyn Myss. The main archetypes women identify with are Damsel in Distress, Victim, Seducer, Prostitute, Martyr, Savior, Submissive and Hero.
We can look at these different archetypes and learn from them to see where we have unconsciously allowed them to drive us emotionally. Carolyn Myss’ definition of the prostitute is related to lessons in seduction and control. Where do we sell our soul in the name of security, power, or financial again? A prostitute archetype will be a seducer by projecting sexual energy, (“cock block”) to someone(s) partner or even girlfriend causing distrust among other women. Or by interfering when another woman is being admired by another man. Or a martyr archetype will act like everything is fine, but underneath she is boiling with rage because she doesn’t feel worthy. Instead of expressing how she feels, she will eat a box of donuts and suppress her energy until she becomes passive aggressive. The energy becomes an outside need because their inner child is screaming for safety, love and acceptance.
Unfortunately infested programs have controlled people to survive on this planet. All it takes is one thought to seduce through sensations and to entrap to predator realities. Our actions (thought) are now an energetic by proxy to the dimensions of oppression, dominance and control. The sad part is we don’t even know it, our society is capitalizing on sexual energy to feed mechanical empires. We buy the very products to keep them alive. Because it is our survival mechanism. Resulting in false goddesses’, as another tactic to unconsciously cutting off the Heart, blocking organic sensuality, life force, and vitality. By understanding the insecurities, fear and abandonment issues, the wounded inner child calms down allowing inner-awareness to embrace the child.
By seeing the good, the bad and the ugly. We dig deeper into the mindset of barely coping. We may think if we are uneducated the only way to get a man is to seduce him with our bodies, since we feel we have nothing else to offer. Or we may be very educated, have money and don’t need a man for financial survival, yet we have perfect pictures, in our energetic hologram, thinking we need surgeries and botox to maintain our beauty to be accepted and loved. Now we are wearing the princess/queen archetypes. This is an illusion, think about it. What is the reasoning behind these actions? Is this self-love or self-abuse? Only you know.
Some women have breast issues and they need surgery for health. At one point in my life, I wanted surgery because I had a lumpectomy caused from a clogged milk duct while I was nursing my baby. Years later, I almost made the decision to have breast implant surgery to improve my less than firm lopsided breasts. I was basing my decision on my inner child wounds of imperfection and not meeting the “status quo” in the meat market. Auspiciously, a man whose opinion I value shared that ‘he would much rather have true authentic, even saggy breasts, then fake ones’. I asked him why? His answer was, “The breasts are the way to the heart and when women have breast implants, it takes away the sensation and blocks the heart energy while love making. It feels like interference from my perspective. I’d rather have the real thing! Women feel genuine to me because they aren’t out to manipulate and I can trust them.”
My point is to get really honest with ourselves – why don’t we accept our bodies the way they are? One day I was swimming among a group of teenagers from the ages of fourteen to seventeen. They were talking about their botox appointments. I interrupted and asked them why they thought they needed botox? They told me they had wrinkles on their face, arms, and neck. I was dumbfounded; they were stunningly beautiful but they could not see their beauty. Instead they’re falling into determinism programming to be accepted by society.
In addition, their parents had to okay their appointments before they could receive the injection. I was taken aback as to why a parent would allow this behavior. Is the parent projecting images of perfection on their child, because they felt the need to be perfect? Or are they vicariously living through their children to avoid looking within? As we look at the energy transference, we can see this is a sick game of exploitation of the Spirit.
Furthermore, my dermatologist physician’s assistant tried to play on my emotions and manipulate me by saying, “You’re getting wrinkles around your eyes, and you’re a little droopy when you smile. She went on to tell me I can get this fixed for $15.00 with an injection of botox that would last six weeks. I am a truth teller, so I told her this is sick, you’re being used. You’re a drug pusher, pushing addiction on people with emotional manipulation. She is driving her vehicle with the prostitution archetype and doesn’t even know it. It is also a form of black magic. Most women would fall prey to this type of con. Because they feel abandoned, rejected, like they are not enough, invisible, and invalidated due to conditioning.
From an energetic standpoint, at what cost do we seduce? Botox, surgery and even tattoos can be a form of branding the body. Botox and Tattoo’s both puncture the skin. Leaving a mark, which allows chemical warfare in your body. According to Dr Peter Misra, “The brand name Botox – are a purified derivative of botulinum toxin A, made from a bacterium that is a deadly poison.” While, Treehugger derma doctor warns, about Tattoo’s, “Besides infection from unsterile needles, exposure to mercury and other heavy metals is a risk to consider when getting a tattoo.” And Leigh, Laguna Author of The Naked Truth, says, “The truth is, no implant on the market today can last a lifetime. Every type is prone to leaking and rupturing, and in cases of the saline valve implants, they can even become black with mold, causing a systemic fungal problem in a person’s body.”
Finally there are many products we use as women to beautify ourselves from makeup to perfume. Look at the ingredients because there are dangers with hidden ingredients that are unsafe to you and your unborn child. By really looking we see where we fall for seduction traps into the never ending mind game of perfection plugging into external false power. Allows us to see where we manipulate, ourselves.
When we look at these ugly programs, this results in a deep connection with our Higher-Self and enables us to see the patterns and stories of the archetypes. The information gives us the inner awareness to match up the characteristics to see how we have been encoded and conditioned. Once we undress the archetypes we become more aware of the game and so they don’t control us anymore. We then enliven our inner character to deep Divine qualities such as, empathy, understanding, nurturing, compassion, intuition and inclusion. This gives the feminine energy the balance to dance with her masculine, so that they both see with dignity, accountability and integrity. We are contributing to a world of inner- justice, inner-freedom, and inner-equality and don’t forget inner- ecstasy!
Remember this is an adventure to look within. If you had breast implants, Botox, tattoos, or other surgical procedure – it’s okay if you understand why and what was your intention behind the decision to clear the emotions. This will align the energy.
Hopefully, you will reflect and see what elephants are hiding in your own Pandora’s Box to bring your systems back to an organic, unified, balanced and whole field.
“Immature love says: ‘I love you because I need you.’ Mature love says I love myself entirely allowing our two vessels to sail in the sky making shooting stars, lighting up the world with our organic essence of Infinite Waves of Embodied Energetic Ecstasy!
With Deep, Profound and Organic Love,
Energetic Cellular Stabilizer
Copyright © 2017
Breast Implants: http://www.collective-evolution.com/2015/10/21/breast-implants-the-ticking-time-bomb-in-millions-of-womens-bodies/
Earth Vision: http://www.earthvision.info/archetypes
Carolyn Mass: http://bit.ly/1iY69dt
Spiritual Science Research Foundation – The 6th Sense: http://tinyurl.com/y9mrfrha
Michael Tsarion: Female Illuninati: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=e0DrgduMD60&t=19s
Some excerpts are taken from my manuscript, Embody Energetic Ecstasy, now in progress.