Fine tuning our Diamond Heart turns on the Heart Intelligence as we walk on the Edge of Integrity. We’re in the process of breaking down the old paradigm, to bring in a well of compassion, while moving through the small me mind into the higher “We” embodied mind. Embodiment is a self-examination of hindsight, giving us vision to change our old patterns into our inner-brilliance, like the journey of a diamond, with every process the complexity creates it’s unique catalyst back into the arms of Mother Earth. First, we must examine the value in our mistakes.
Asking these questions deepens our own integrity: Where do we fall short? Why do we compromise ourselves? How does lack of integrity cause a wobbly foundation? When do we sell our soul? Why do we sell our soul? Do you feel jealous or threatened? What causes us to change our agreement? Do other people persuade us? Do emotions cause us to break our integrity? Do sensations override our common sense? Are there underlying agenda’s? Where do we lose ourselves?
I lost myself years ago and realized the value of self-honesty. We all have heard the saying, “Everything happens for a reason.” After my only child passed, in the car wreck that almost killed me, that statement pissed me off. I demanded the truth. Why did this happen? I yelled to the Universe. Within seconds, my son from the other side showed me how I participated in the wreck. It took a journey back in time to understand. I was caught in the cross fire of fear. Once I saw, and owned my part in the car wreck, the energy reversed. The impact killed five people, it was enormous. In deep humility, I finally forgave myself, the drunk driver, and my parents for driving drunk with me as a child.
I saw how I projected fear on my son daily because I felt helpless. The same dread, I felt in the car as a child while my dad drove drunk. Of course, I did everything in the 3D world to keep my son safe. Especially after hearing repeatedly from the voices in my head, “He would die, by the time he turned eight.” I had no one to turn to, there was very little emotional support, 23 years ago. I had PSTD and it was never diagnosed, even after years of therapy. Western physiology suppressed the alter’s, instead of understanding possession and integration. Sadly, it took the death of my son to wake me up from the trance I was under. The spell broke, once I saw through the layers of the entire picture. It was heartbreaking to see how powerful the unconscious mind became, a steam roller, crushing our lives like a freight train. After understanding my own prison, I felt more freedom that I ever had. All those years of fear transformed into a warm and gentle strong loving sensation that held me. I finally felt safe.
Looking back, I came out of that wreck barely alive, I had three near deaths experiences. The first two were with my son, which has become our heavenly paradise, our meeting place. The last one was in the Void of Mother Earth. I was rich with complete emptiness. Yet bursting with black gold, as she nourished my broken Spirit. Suddenly, I felt shocked as nurses slapped my face and screamed “Don’t die!” Their persistence blasted me out of the tranquility and peace that I had been immersed in, and I returned back into hell. The last place I wanted to be was in this severely injured and painful body. Weeks later, I awoke from a coma. Even though I was confused, I felt a strong force awaken inside of me. As if something was turned on. I knew I had to do what it takes to keep it on, and the Universe would back me up. I became driven to share my experiences, so other people could learn from my mistake and avoid the tragedy.
What does this have to do with James and the Cosmic Switchboard. Out of everyone I met, James Bartley felt that force and validated the power of something greater than myself was supporting me. Here is how it all began:
Let’s start here. James met Naome a few years ago. He was taken aback by her skills with multi-dimensional deep insight, while simultaneously oscillating the energy to keep the field clean. He saw the capacity she had to dissolve non-beneficial energy, while having the strength and endurance to keep the collective foreign energy out of her space. Which is not an easy task.
Due to Naome’s skills, and transformational force, James invited her on his Cosmic Switchboard Show along with Debra Jayne East, host from Notes from the Underground. They made plans to do a series of different topics. All of them have unique qualities that added different flavors to the show. Debra came from a social worker background helping people rise above social situations and creating more positive life goals to overcome difficult life journeys. James is confident in his speech, he is intelligent, versed, well-rounded and open to diverse views. Naome is intense, extreme and powerful. She will do whatever it takes to rehabilitate the planet and decode the inverted systems. She holds deep space to navigate challenging energy. All three of them tread the fine line of sacrifice vs resurrection energy. They all have a heart of gold.
Unfortunately, Naome has received backlash her entire life, but even more since the tragedy. Her influential and crucial information triggers the majority, because it’s hard to bare, she walks a dangerous tight rope to find her shattered pieces. Then she shares the jewels. Her raw, cutting edge information is a hard deliver, according to the quote Arthur Schopenhauer, “All truth passes through three stages. First, it is ridiculed. Second, it is violently opposed. Third, it is accepted as being self-evident.”
It appears Debra, James, & Naome hit some deep emotional blocks in people to bring them to the surface in their previous shows. The three of them are water signs and with this element, their energy has a strong powerful force, like a waterfall to break open the mind and start the healing process. It worked. Every time they did a show, and soon after James posted it, he said, the Cosmic Switchboard lost members. It is palpable and evidence, their shows hit a nerve. Which is a skill, to break down the old paradigm patterns to build the new.
Their shows are an opportunity to observe and if triggered, ask why such a reaction? Process the emotions, and utilize the shows to reflect, switching to the Comic Quantum Embodied Mind. To build the inner-energy muscle within to support themselves and eventually feel sustained and safe. In addition, James has said, “time and time again, take what resonates and leave the rest.” By running or escaping causes people to lose their inner authority and power to the trigger at hand, which only accumulates, to be used against them later if not cleared and processed.
On the flipside Debra, Naome and James, have also received very positive feedback on their shows. With every podcast they set an intention to be an instrument of Infinite possibilities, allowing the highest good for all. They were driven with passion to support the process to awaken, rewire, reset and restore back to raw organic energy opening many gates, of transmissions to Divine Heart Intelligence. Their shows are based on quality and allowed the Universe to delivery their message to whomever needed the information.
Their original plan was to do a podcast every other month, to keep the information flowing. Fortunately, James had more guest and the Cosmic Switchboard, which took on a life of its own. Also, somethings don’t go as planned and our personal lives take priority. Especially with James being a new father. As we all know, our lives change after a baby is born.
With the loss of memberships, Dean and James had to make a business decision to keep the money flowing. But they were torn on this matter. They could not understand why the algorithms on the shows with James, Debra and Naome were low compared to the rest of their guests. They felt an esoteric perplexity, a non-beneficial force, behind the scenes oppressing their shows, but they could put their finger on it. It did not make sense as Naome’s material is very deep, thorough, and on point, for these times. She also has a strong polarity band to duality giving her the force-field of a strong momentum to alchemize inorganic forces. Mysteriously, they wondered why they were being blocked.
Could it be, the majority don’t mirror the Heartfelt Quantum algorithm within James, Debra’s and Naome’s biological embodiment, causing a push pull with Artificial Ignorance within the collective field? Whenever there are opposing forces, it is a sure sign that the information and the embodied biology are in the organic zone. Which could also cause a “seduction band” of carbon dominance blocking the shows, since they make an impact, adding intrinsic value to people’s life In fact, many people have shared how grateful they are for the educational shows and blogs.
Or do their shows stay in the void, until people are ready to see what it’s going to take to move the mountains, of carbon-based energies to free oneself? Or is it the backlash from people once they see the work it takes? Or a combination of all it? Sadly, as a society we have been mind controlled to think everything is a quick fix.
By understanding the different forces involved, it gives us inside information. Artificial Ignorance is conditioned miasma: I know it all, I don’t need to change. I control to get my needs met along with defiance and resistance. Manufactured with addiction, jealousy, competition, seduction, oppression, dominance, fear and control. Which is the opposite of Quantum Algorithms Heart/Intelligence embodying authenticity and total awareness of all involved to bring the energy to balance for the highest good of all.
Making it about the “we” and everyone Wins. The Heart Intelligence holds Sacred Heart Space. Allowing the Highest, without Inference. Trusting the Sacred Heart, connected to Mother Earth, the Universe and the Cosmic Source, thus all needs are met. As we navigate, we find out what force(s) are fueling our embodied pipeline. Understanding which force have more of a stronghold, gives different dynamics and a clear view of the situation.
With the loss of memberships, James and Dean need to survive and make money for the business and to support their families. They came to cross roads, and of course chose their survival. Who wouldn’t? They need people on their show, who have a platform already built, so the shows are seen in the algorithms. Social media is all about numbers, quantity and followers.
That is the last thing Debra and Naome want…their about allowing the organic balanced energy to naturally guide the process to open a new paradigm. Old business patterns are also stuck conditioned miasma. Debra and Naome come from the intention that if one person received value that is all that matters. Since they don’t have a platform they will no longer be be guests with James Bartley on the Cosmic Switchboard.
First and foremost, I am deeply grateful to be seen by James. He has given Debra and I an opportunity to share our wisdom and be guests on the his show. It has been a huge gift! We appreciate our time together and of course we want what his best for his beautiful family. Our intention has always been to create a win – win for all involved.
After observing and contemplating, we can see from these different perspectives, to anchor in a new dimension of compassion. “Everything does happen for a reason,” to dig deeper and find out why, we do what we do. It is a huge opportunity to change our thermodynamics into authentic balance, aligning with the organic forces of Universe. As we walk through these fine lines of creating a win win, we will be moving deeper in our integrity. I know for myself, in the past, I slipped and lost my moral compass for survival. That is an easy fall. My guess is we all do from time to time, as we find our shattered parts in this world of injustice. Consistency and understanding are the keys to keep constant integrity to be balanced within our trajectory to avoid imbalance.
Through experience, we have the insight to see how we lose ourselves in different realities under the bias of control. We might ask, what caused an outcome where people had to be excluded for the means of survival? What opposing force are we invested/infested in? Years ago, I put all my energy into saving her son, I was infested in fear and control instead of invested in trusting and surrender that he will be okay. Unknowingly, my unconscious mind collaborated with the dominant and oppressive forces that took us down. As a society, where are we infested in money, control, oppression and fear instead of investing in ourselves and trusting the outcome? We’re all learning. As we become the observer, and by being a deep compassionate witness to ourselves, we lovingly accept each other in Divine Presence, even among the false identities. We’re all doing our best to find the balance within.
Debra and I, will continue shows on her network, Notes from the Underground. James will be an invited guest from time to time. He will be greatly missed from our series, but I know our heart-felt passion to diamond heart embodiment will not stop us from delivering our message.
It takes a community to shift from the old to the new. We would love your participation with opening the door to a new paradigm. By taking energy to the next level. If our shows touch you or trigger you, please process and anchor the energy to move through the oppressive boulders. When coming from a clean place, after you processed all emotions, then please share our shows/blogs. By sharing our information or anyone(s) it’s an acknowledgement and an honor for all involved. Your energy has now added intrinsic value …which creates an authentic thrust of power for everyone who participates. We’re all interacting with the elements we embodied, the contributions of each individual element deliver an effective synergy.
Each time we honor each other, it honors ourselves and turns on the organic elements to support the force fields of integrity and sustainability into collective endowment. It’s an organic energy exchange and an investment in ourselves by gifting, sharing, respecting etc…which turns on the Heart Intelligence within ourselves. I have found the past few years, that Heart Intelligence is mirroring Artificial Intelligence it is supporting me, through messages on my phone and computer. For an example, if someone call me on the phone, and their energy is not clean…my computer flips a page that say, “VIRUS ALERT.” Within in a few minutes the person shows their true colors. We have the Power to Fly together!
We trust everyone will continue to listen and share our programs. We appreciate all the work, support and love you have givens us.
Thank you for your Beautiful Diamond Hearts!
With Deep Profound Love & Care
Naome Swan & Debra Jane East
Copyright © 2018
Please also read ‘Embodying the Inner Divine Feminine – Undressing the Pink Elephants in Pandora’s Box’ to balance both energies within: https://tinyurl.com/ya2cqsyx
Driving is a symbolic analogy to our conscious mind. Men love to drive fast; sometimes they aren’t paying full attention and put themselves or others at risk. Some think they can get away with having one hand on the steering wheel and the other hand in their addiction; this is where we get hooked and thereby get into trouble. It causes them to drive their vehicle carelessly. Whenever both hands are not on the steering wheel and we are not fully alert, there are energy leaks within the body’s energy biological system.
The energy biological system of the body is a self-contained Organic Soular Embodied Universal Vehicle (OSEUV) where all inner-engines run mutually interdependent of each other. It is co-creating Inheritance within the framework of the Inner Sacred Masculine and Inner Divine Feminine energy and experiencing limitless internal enchantment. They co-create together the entire inner- structure by uniting and birthing purified energy to feel/fuel through their organic engine. This creates a cohesive field of universal support waking up all senses to a deeper heartfelt sensuality into embodied energetic ecstasy.
Our hearts are the magic wands; we just have to know how to manage our energy to bring in our own Divine and allow the Sacred Masculine/Divine Feminine within to be the force, to power our embodied vehicle for us. This means letting go and trusting our *inertial cosmic organic original sacred design to see the bigger picture and not the third-dimensional, small-minded compass, but with absolute confidence embodied in the driver seat. We must fire on all cylinders for smooth performance through multi-dimensional realties. The bonus is Fueling/Feeling our Solar Embodied Universal Vehicle, burning off inorganic carbon-based material while being deeply present. However, we must have a diagnostic evaluation to uncover faulty codes, to repair and access our inherit Source energy.
To simplify let’s start in the 3D world. AARON MILLER is the Rides editor for Super compressor. His article, “All the Ways you’re Driving Like a Dick and Don’t realize it” gives us insight to our own blind spots so we can correct them within our in-organic body’s energy 3D system/vehicle. Arron shares, “Allstate commissioned a study where drivers rated themselves, and two-thirds said they considered themselves “very good” or “excellent” drivers, but were much less complimentary about 80% of everyone else. It’s a little thing called “illusory superiority,” when we lie to ourselves about how good we are at certain things even if we’re pretty honest about other people’s screw-ups. What does this mean? It means you’re almost definitely driving like a dick, just like the rest of us.”
First, we must look at the wounds of an unbalanced body/mind that causes “illusory superiority”. Similar to the women producing an illusory second attention to survive through seduction (discussed fully in Inner Divine Feminine blog), the masculine has been conditioned to produce illusory superiority as a coping mechanism to protect themselves due to heavy scarring to not feel, not cry, shut down all emotions, keeping them pinned up until they implode with rage. In the meantime, it’s programming them to objectify, as one of the ways to man-up in our society.
Although, as we deepen into feeling/knowing/nourishing – our sixth sense; it opens the heart, allowing higher intelligence to take command of our embodied vehicle. This purifies the energy field. It takes focus and skill. It is important to be sustained and patient with one-self; observing the habitual addictive fanatical visions and not fall for temptation to sexual sensations. It allows the sensations to rise without acting on them. We must be the observer of our own inner world to be in tune with our vehicles, to master all sensations in the Heart/Body/Mind. It takes conscious discipline, not allowing sexual leaks to clog your fuel line.
We have been steering down the illusionary highways, while piling on everyone(s) pollution around us though roads of entanglement. By reflecting how the masculine energetically violates and objectifies his own feminine energy gives us insight to hidden blind spots that hit below the belt and blows up the engine of the Solar Organic Embodied Universal Vehicle.
Some men that are disconnected from deep shock, combined with trauma, sexual seduction, violation and confusion fuel their vehicle with dangerous toxic mixes of exhaust, emitting poisonous gases. Since they have been taught to repress their emotions, it takes a roadmap back in time to see, where they are caught in a round-about of destructive thoughts. Sometimes the psyche of the person is unconsciously trapped. This is when they’re stuck in many life time obsessive/compulsive loops, because the past abuse is so unfathomable that they can’t swallow it. The emotions of rage, powerlessness, control, and fear become their passengers.
For an example, a little boy hides in a closet while his mother is being physically and verbally abused. In the first layer of emotion, he feels helpless and afraid. After the violation, the second layer of emotions he feels are anger, resentment, guilt and shame for not being able to help her. The third layer he feels abandoned by his mother, and he is confused because his mom is supposed to protect him from a world in which such things happen. He doesn’t feel safe. Notice how these layers of emotions stack and build on each other like a backed up freeway system in need of repair.
Another example: in the United States and parts of Canada, infant boys are circumcised shortly after being born. Can you imagine, being warm in your mother’s womb, ready to face the world, with all your senses wide awake, to experience the love and nourishment from your parents, but instead, you’re suddenly yanked out, to have the top of your penis clamped and cut off without anesthetic?
It’s akin to cutting off the main sensory throttle to the embodied vehicle causing all the engine lights to go on, circumventing emotions as a defense mechanism and disconnecting the infant from their feelings. They are left emotionlly scarred, with the program “it is too painful to feel.”, which causes a distortion in the shaft throwing the entire axis out of alignment. In order to have the shaft run in balance, the *centrifugal coupling between the two bearings should be balanced and neutralize each other for an organic force to fuel/feel the engine. Instead, undo stress in the shaft interferes inducing loss of power and reduced torque due to backed up lines from emotional blockage. This shock produces a crack in the embodied vehicle’s headlights, blinding them from the truth, causing them to “miss” the mark (sin). Operating from sin (blindness), they become easily influenced by persuasive manufactured subliminal marketing brands with slanted objectified messages. It becomes more about checking out than checking in to avoid the pain.
The International Journal of Men’s Health has published the first study of its kind to look at the link between the early trauma of circumcision and the personality trait disorder alexithymia. The study, by Dan Bollinger and Robert S. Van Howe, M.D., M.S., FAAP, found that circumcised men are 60% more likely to suffer from alexithymia, the inability to process emotions, which will automatically back up the reactions in the 2nd gear…mirroring the women’s 2nd gear seductive attention. Without the sensory throttle, a man’s ability to feel an organism has been hi-jacked into Never, Neverland, needing Tinker Bell juice to rev his engine. What a set up! No wonder men drive like dicks!
Writing this has taken me to my knees in deep compassion for the men that have endured such a horrific crime. Here is an educational video to unmask the truth so we can stop this barbaric practice. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=SeAXantm4tE).
Unfortunately, as you will see in the video, parents are programmed to have their infants circumcised, which is a huge disturbance in the universal vehicle. Steve Richards, Holographic Kinetics teacher, explained, “The Spirit of the baby boy knows this is not a natural procedure resulting in blaming his mother for not protecting him. His Spirit is split apart from the trauma, leaving heavy scars in the child’s unconscious mind, body, and Spirit.” This explains why men, just hours after they enter into this world have challenging emotional lives. The trauma shatters the psyche by breaking down the defenses of the human body. The emotional terror/tear in the universal vehicle, caused from the circumcision, amputated their main pipeline to discernment allowing violation within the vehicle. It’s no wonder we have borderline personalities disorders!
Another blind spot is watching a father, or another male figure, physically and/or verbally abuse his mother, sister, or another significant female in his life. The child is heavily scarred to think that this is a normal way of being. There is no spark for life. At an early age, there is a pattern developed to disrespect, dishonor, express anger toward, and hate the women they allegedly love; because if you love her – it will only manufacture pain.
Over the course of time, the environmental elements can cause the spark to cross over from one spark plug wire to another due to inner-entanglement from resisting emotions, causing carbon build up and confusion. When that happens, frequently a sticky carbon track forms, gunking up the engine, which cuts off the spark. It’s very similar to that of a cracked distributor, causing his inner feminine, to backfire. By rejecting this part of his embodied vehicle, he is essentially choosing to ignore the “check-in engine” light, to punish- her, abandoning his own inner feminine within. Which continues the pattern of carbon build up and dysfunction violation, spewing toxic fumes from his embodied vehicle and missing the mark, gambling with life, obviously not playing with a full deck of cards. Without feeling the pain of his inner-feminine, one or two of his cards remains trapped in trauma. By refusing to maintain the disturbances in the embodied vehicle and acknowledging the entire deck of cards, he will drive the same pattern until the engine blows up, dies or the vehicle crashes.
Without sensory discernment, illusionary superiority entraps him unknowingly. Violation shows up in many forms. Distorting the view of the driver, causes violation to the point that the embodied vehicle is so use to the violation that the inner-masculine has no way of knowing or seeing anything else. I once spoke with a man who had a distressing childhood. His grandfather was a pedophile. He witnessed his grandfather fondle and violate his sister, right before his innocent eyes. He became confused. Love to him included coercion, manipulation and molestation. His beliefs were distorted.
A few years later when he was twelve years old, he asked his sixteen-year-old babysitter what the birds and bees were. She said, “I will show you”, and had sex with him. In his young mind, he thought it was the best thing that ever happened to him. He did not understand he had been violated. All it did was pile another layer of confusion, behind the identity of Illusionary Superiority.
Victims of sexual abuse/molestation are baffled because on one level, it can feel very good to be touched, explored, and desired, but on another level the Spirit of the embodied vehicle knows there is some form of violation, yet without the sensory throttle’s ability for deeper discernment energy leaks plug into justification spinning the embodied vehicle out of control.
In this dysfunctional family, the little boy, not only witnessed his grandfather violate his sister, but felt excluded that she was given brand new toys, while he received dirty second- hand trinkets. In his mind, his sister was the chosen one. Right then he was set-up to believe that the female body is to be used for his pleasure, and you gift them for more. The next layer, the boy feels angry and helpless because he can’t protect his little sister. He feels responsible, but doesn’t have the maturity to know what to do. The third layer, he felt agitated, fueling his carbon based body by resenting his sister for getting the new doll, while he received the old worn out plaything. Then the babysitter rapes him, which felt good to him, so he never looks at rape as a violation.
Here is where the cards were misplayed: (1) It’s okay to violate young girls. (Boundaries are broken – it’s okay to dishonor boundaries.) (2) Buy them gifts (Justify actions with an agenda to violate.) (3) Resents the chosen one, his sister. (Resents his own -inner –feminine & punishes her.) (4) Violation feels good – so it’s okay. (If anything feels good that justifies my actions.) (5) Females are objects (Objectifies his inner- feminine, rejects that part of him.) (6) Oppress and dominate to have control (Fear of losing love. Manipulate and violate at any cost.) (7) Fear is the undercurrent of the child (Abandonment is at the root. I will violate to be loved.)
Years later, this man had major heart issues and had surgery. After going through hell and back, he barely made it. He was astounded to discover his psychic abilities during his recovery. He sought help with what he was experiencing because he didn’t understand all the different non-beneficial energetic forms he was seeing. It felt on some level like he had lost his mind.
He was taught from misguided teachers to meditate and astral project to better manage the energy. However, he found the astral realm to be a fanatical playground. Since he did not understand the truth behind the curtain, some of these entities from other realms were able to seduce him. At times, while he was asleep, they would come into his dreams and violate him. But, because it felt good, he allowed it, not realizing he was energetically being raped.
Not only had he been raped, but he now unknowingly is building his toxic highway system with even more accumulated carbon based sexual sensations and corrupted desire. His embodied vehicle had been turned into a synthetic enamel branded machine engraved with a pedophile trademark. Driving his vehicle into seduction and predatory energy, fueling his carbon body with more pollution. Yet, he had been working hard on his layers and saw the astral realm was a set up for sexual addiction, violation and that these possessed entities are falsified tricksters. Filling his inorganic tank with bad gas, it caused indescribable glitches that manifest themselves in pretty bizarre ways like poor performance or foul smells and other misfires. Again, the engine light went off.
Because of his heavy scarring, he learned to objectify females, producing energy leaks causing a need to syphon from Tinker Bell. His justification continues to violate her because the pattern of resentment from his sister unknowingly set him up to reject his inner feminine energy, putting him in over-drive. This state of constant high revving wears the engine down and makes the vehicle unruly. With one hand in addiction, he mismanages his embodied vehicle out of alignment.
Due to his misaligned vehicle, his adult relationships are stuck in blame, from his habitual projections of carbon distortions. His gunked up engine blinds him even more, producing more losses in the future. Through his illusory superiority distortion, if the female is the chosen one, she ends up being rewarded through violation while the masculine is left out. This reflects in his outside world triggering extreme pain with partners in his life, sabotaging his life without fully understanding all the players of the distorted dicks in his mind. Which broke his heart so many times, it malfunctioned the embodied carburetor, crashing his vehicle
To enliven the embodied vehicle it is important to keep the heart engaged to awaken the sensory throttle back into the original organic embodied alignment. It takes tuning up and rebuilding the affected parts of the engine, to be in touch with your emotions, to enhance/maximize the performance and unclog the bad carburetor to awaken the fuel/feel radiating with focused precision.
The lungs give life to the Heart, because it pumps pure blood/plasma throughout your veins and arteries, ultimately giving yourself a new spark and clear pathways to connect you to the crystalline grid Universal highway system. Without the lungs, the heart will not work. Like the Sacred Inner Masculine and Divine Inner Feminine, both must co-exist by supporting each other.
Breathing in each other and being deeply present gives your embodied vehicle meticulously crafted alignment to move with purpose. Restored with Jewel-Eye headlights to efficiently see blind spots with laser sharp discernment, along with high combustion to burn off lower carbon based frequency to clear emotions. The embodied vehicle is able to run efficiently and even transform from a heavy carbon based fueled vehicle to one of clean Soular power.
When men are ready to see their own inner- feminine and acknowledge where they have hurt her, be with the emotions, see their blue elephants in Pandora’s Box and undress their archetypes, they will reap rewards. By transforming their character defects to Divine qualities of compassion, empathy, understanding, nurturing, intuition (powerful insight) in order to give the masculine the ability to transform the world – it is Heart Altering.
I hope you reflect and see what elephants are hiding in your own Pandora’s Box to bring your systems back to an organic field of Embodied Energetic Ecstasy nourishing your Organic Soular Embodied Universal Vehicle. OSEUV back to harmonic balance.
If you rather watch for deeper healing here is the Youtube Video. I spent many hours, creating this, it took me to my knees, I cried, I healed, I released, I laughed, I surrendered, I was humbled….I hope the same for you.
Embodying the Inner Sacred Masculine — YouTube video https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=kIEaySGcC-Q&t=35s
With Deep, Profound and Organic Love,
Energetic Cellular Stabilizer
Copyright © 2017
Foot Note: * In Newtonian mechanics, the *centrifugal force is an *inertial force – An inertial frame of reference, in classical physics, is a frame of reference in which bodies, whose net force acting upon them is zero, are not accelerated, that is they are at rest or they move at a constant velocity in a straight line. Inertial Force: https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Inertial_frame_of_reference
All Ways you Drive like a Dick and don’t realize it: https://tinyurl.com/nfsgrko
Earth Vision: http://www.earthvision.info/archetypes
Carolyn Mass: http://bit.ly/1iY69dt
Please also read ‘The Embodying Inner Sacred Masculine Undressing the Blue Elephants in Pandora’s Box’ to balance both energies within.: https://tinyurl.com/ycw7lsdm
We are miracles brought to this earth to dance, have fun, and have freedom, just like nature. Have you ever noticed how the wind dances with the air, causing the wings of an eagle to soar high into the sky? Their harmonic resonance plays like a musical orchestra of infinite love with the intricate threads of symmetry. Uniting, creating, honoring, valuing, and respecting the significance of each other into infinite possibilities.
The Universal Laws of Nature have the capability of opening up the magic within all of us. Yet, in order to awaken the energetic threads we have to see where they have been confused, hijacked, enmeshed, and lost in the outside world of materialism, sexism, fantasy, agendas, food, drugs, alcohol, mechanical, and manipulation.
Rama Dr. Frederick Lenz – “We live in a world out of balance. Integrity begins with oneself. Men have suppressed women – no blame only detached observation to understand the cause and effect. Women exemplify an authentic powerful energy. Because life flows through them more than it does a man. However, men have the same authentic power but it operates differently than women. Throughout the ages men of been threatened by the power of women so they have negatively – rejected the power with themselves. Therefore suppressing women. Women learned to develop a second attention to survive on this planet, through manipulation by projecting sexual energy out to men. This behavior is justified because women need to survive.”
As long as women manipulate, in any form, they will be entrapped. Note sexual manipulation is charged with very higher voltage keeping everyone in lock down. Producing false light goddess power to get the next job, partner, raise, etc….to move up in the world. From my own experience, as a child, I embodied false light realities through the carnage of my pedophile bloodline.
My grandfather was a pedophile and chained his children to a tree like abused animals. Along with scarring my father with programs that the female human species were property to be sold, as sex objects. My father even wanted to prostitute my older sister when she turned fourteen. Fortunately, my mom did not allow that to happen. There were times I saw my father shattered, he was broken, and he would weep and fight hard to control his emotions. It was those rare moments I saw his beautiful Spirit, yet I was terrorized by other parts of him.
On one occasion, my older sister thought it would be cute for me, a six year old little girl, to strip tease for our neighborhood play. I flung my mom’s bra out into the audience while I sung Let Me Entertain You. Of course, I had clothes underneath, but that very act, set me up for a life time of manipulation, seduction and confusion.
I thought love was seduction. My father’s friends salivated over me. It was those times, I pleased my father and finally felt the love from him I so craved. My mother had very little confidence. Nevertheless, she found strength when it came to her children to protect us the best why she knew. She was emotionally and physically abused by my father. Both of them were alcoholics which only complicated the family dynamics.
It took the death of my son to wake me up from the spell. Heartbroken with raw grief, bleeding from my pores, there was no turning back. I begged to see the truth so I would never have to live through that pain again. I had no idea it was going to take the deep excavation it did. But I kept digging, my shovel was the only thing I held on to. I would see where I had lost myself as a means to an end. It took three different partners in the last 10 years to show me the fragmented parts of myself. My higher-self created a set-up where I would be safe through the rugged, dangers of the unconscious mind. Rick my husband (we’re separated but live together) he held space, while Jason and I blow up landmines (landminds) within us. He mirrored my family’s predator programming, so we could unleash those parts of our unconscious mind. When it became too much we broke up, however, Jason and Rick were both holding me in a sacred container to heal.
We all continued to live together. Then the unexpected happened. I met another man on the internet from the Middle East. It brought up another entire layer of deep seated fear. I saw how our culture programming had conditioned me into believing these people were unsafe. I observed and watched myself as the false terror rose in my body. Every time we skyped he emotionally saw me from many different dimensions. I could not hide any part, the shame, the anger, the grief, the depth, the galactic, my heart, my void and my light. He saw it all. I had never felt so naked. My energy was magnetized to Jordan to meet him. His heart illuminated transparent energy which bathed me on many deep cellular levels. He felt me so thoroughly, I did not even have to speak. His deep presence unraveled my body into an ocean of pure energy. It was with him, I found out I had been molested by my grandfather, before I turned two.
All three men gifted me with their shadow and their light to awaken me into intensified realties to bring my power back and transform it into my Higher Self. Transforming predatory, pedophilia, insecurities, violence, punishment, genital mutilation, torture, war, rape, and seduction, realties to unlock the codes to freedom. I am sharing what I have learned so you have the keys to unlock yourself. Each one of us are to be valued, treasured and deeply loved. I feel extremely grateful to the men in my life for supporting me through this cathartic process of bringing my inner-masculine and inner –feminine to balance.
The first place we have to look is within. By Opening Pandora’s Box and seeing all the pink elephants running the show is an opportunity to acknowledge where we have been in denial. By doing so, we restore our true organic energy. According to the Merriam-Webster Dictionary, ‘denial is a psychological mechanism refusing to admit the truth or reality of something unpleasant’. This is where the rabbit hole gets deeper. By refusing to look at unpleasant sensations it blindsides us into determinism. Determinism is a philosophy theory or doctrine of a psychological phenomenon causally determined by preceding events or natural laws, a belief in predestination. Basically, your future is determined so you don’t have any free will. Determinism = Detouring the person into miasma. Miasma is poisonous polluted portals to conquer system. https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Miasma_theory
By denying ourselves we set up unconscious patterns to determine our quality of life. Which is the precursor to a person’s life to have no free will. Acknowledging the theory of determinism can be used to deepen compassion and empathy to those that have gave up their free will to determinism. Most likely out of fear of facing the unpleasant reality. However, pleasant realities are even more misleading, because the emotional body is unconsciously seduced into desire realities, due to over-active insecurities, producing even more false light producing even more external power to feel falsely alive, seen and heard. Derived into egoism, grandiosity, or emotionally unbalanced in the senses of taste, hear, smell, touch, sight, and the subtle energies known as the 6th sense.
Once we have an honest look at our humanity we can really see where we have short changed ourselves. Where have we bought into sensationalism? What are we covering up? Why do we need to have the perfect make-up? Hair? Clothes? Skin? It takes courage to see where we have fallen into the traps of needing to be fixed to be loved. When we don’t look at the unpleasant players (thought forms) in the mind, they play us through sensations in the body. There is nothing like watching an erotic film to stir the sexual energy, or savoring a piece of dark chocolate that gives an orgasmic sensation through the taste buds. This causes huge endorphins to fire. Enjoy them, be with them…yet don’t attach to them. Sometimes these thought forms and sensations become addictive. We are so use to them operating in the background, that we become accustomed to and accept them as part of our own identity. Like flies on sticky paper. Until we acknowledge them by seeing and feeling through the habitual addictive attachments, they have power over us. I have heard some people say, “I am buzzing.”
Things go haywire when there is an imbalance in the system. Our opportunistic cultures conditioning tells us we are not enough ingraining us with artificial possession to keep us spell bound. Desires and wants become an obsession, like a parasite needing more and more, but never being satisfied. When we fall prey we have given up our free will to something destructive. There is an unconscious negative program running to sabotage our efforts to obtain what we really want – balance, peace, and harmony. We must heal the small “me” mind into the mature “we” mind.
We must create a world with organic possibilities. The “we” mind creates equality, mutuality by honoring, respecting, and seeing both inner -masculine and inner-feminine within our own energetic systems. Without any kind of oppression. By observing both characteristics, positive and negative mind-sets, our inner child is seen without judgment. It gives us the clarity to up-level our consciousness and when we do so, we purify all of the pink elephants in Pandora’s Box.
Since we all have the masculine and feminine within our energetic system, it is important to understand that just because a person is a female body, doesn’t mean she doesn’t transmit a lot of masculine energy within her being. Keep in mind that some women have also been conditioned and subjugated with dominating parents, teachers, or authority figures. They often unknowingly create the same wounded masculine energy in the feminine body by conditioning them not to feel or be unemotional, causing them to shut down and allow themselves to be treated as objects. Or become dominated through bullying and intimidation.
As children, this kind of trauma closes down the heart. They cope by being in the mind, which only amplifies the problem. Eventually, it is up to us to empathize with our own inner child so that we become the functional parent to our wounded inner child. Once we heal the trauma, we feel safe enough to love ourselves without needing another person to feel complete.
In order to feel whole and enough, we must first acknowledge the finger pointing. Men are usually the perpetrators and are caught in more acts of crime like abuse and rape, so our society is quick to blame men. As women we need to look where we are participating in this energy and own our part. Women play a significant role in sexual imbalanced energy. Some women act as if their body is a trophy for men. When we play these sexual games, the opportunistic invisible tentacles hook men with corrupted desires. It becomes an inorganic field of co-dependent strands of needy unhealed accumulated sexual energetic pus pockets to seduce at any cost. Where women unknowingly are caught through determinism, on an unconscious level. Their raping themselves magnifying exactly what they do not what. This is why men get away with rape. We need to own these aspects to bring the energy into balance, so we no longer enable or participate.
We have to look at all the pink elephants women may be denying by asking important questions: How and when do I objectify men? How do I manipulate and use my body to entice men? Where do I look on the outside for an external ego feed? Are you a ‘manizer’? It is the same as a womanizer, using men for your own benefit, be it pleasure or material gain, without acknowledging that men have feelings too. Is it for a sexually addictive fix? A need? Or an agenda? Or false light ego power? Are you using men until some personal interest has been satisfied? Every time we use seduction, we give up our power, allowing a man to project his fantasies on us. This implants sexual images producing a buildup of layered energy that is used as an opportunistic outlet to plug into. Then we wear this distorted perceptions and we wonder why we’re used, abused, and sometimes even raped.
As women, we must be responsible with our energy. I am not saying it is wrong to be in your Goddess energy and have fun. I am saying that if you’re dressing to seduce, you’re plugging into the predator energy by wearing the false light programs. A seducer is a predator. You’re subjugating yourself to oppression, domination, fear and control realities by manipulating your own body…causing embodied false light biology. We may not be able stop rape, but we can be educated and aware of our own energy to change our field. This is empowering. Please know I don’t take rape lightly, even innocent people are violated, so this is not a one size fits all statement; I understand it is a heavy crime and it must stop. One way of stopping it is by looking within. This will support all violation even those that are innocently violated. By asking where do I oppress my inner-feminine through jealousy, resistance, seduction, judgement, competition, fear and control? Where have I gave my power away to a partner that refused to love me, if I did not fit his perfect picture program?
Stepping back, pausing and acknowledging our persuasion tactics, gives us the opportunity to see these impure strands, acknowledge, and change them. This requires undressing the archetypes we are wearing. It makes our energy systems whole, vital, and pure. Resurrecting, honoring and valuing your energy will give you the capability to alchemize and synchronize all inorganic particles to a new level of moral monogamy. While supporting the whole.
This results in a solar biology that has the capacity to stand alone, without any outside needs, because everything functions in harmony within their own energetic structure. You then love deeply with an open heart and no emotional attachments. There is an inner trust creating a safe space that is held by your inner-masculine energy, allowing deepening, expanded currents to bath you. You become your own inner warrior; therefore, you don’t need a man. You love yourself entirely, making a complete organic system. If a relationship does happen, it will be an infinite and a profound experience, taking you to places not yet known in this Galaxy. Although, if a relationship doesn’t happen, you will penetrate yourself to the stars and back! The inner-feminine organic energy are the sacred waves in the ocean while the inner-masculine has the capacity to hold the ocean. The two symbiotic energy systems work together. When the masculine acknowledges his own inner-feminine within by respecting, valuing, honoring her and vice versa, then they create a life filled with harmony, compassion, and stability. Their sacred tides dance together.
To heal the feminine within, we must look at the wounds, usually caused when a father did not support her, abandoned her, and/or had an addiction to sex, drugs, gambling, alcohol, and work. Perhaps her father violated her mother and other children in the household with physical, verbal, and sexual abuse.
Even when there is peace in the household, society has conditioned women to solicit their bodies without even knowing it. Women do this by buying into jargon of having to be perfect to be accepted. As we develop we internalize emotions and play out characteristics that we identify with to get through the dysfunctional setting. These different identities are called archetypes. A great resource to learn more about them is Sacred Contracts by Carolyn Myss. The main archetypes women identify with are Damsel in Distress, Victim, Seducer, Prostitute, Martyr, Savior, Submissive and Hero.
We can look at these different archetypes and learn from them to see where we have unconsciously allowed them to drive us emotionally. Carolyn Myss’ definition of the prostitute is related to lessons in seduction and control. Where do we sell our soul in the name of security, power, or financial again? A prostitute archetype will be a seducer by projecting sexual energy, (“cock block”) to someone(s) partner or even girlfriend causing distrust among other women. Or by interfering when another woman is being admired by another man. Or a martyr archetype will act like everything is fine, but underneath she is boiling with rage because she doesn’t feel worthy. Instead of expressing how she feels, she will eat a box of donuts and suppress her energy until she becomes passive aggressive. The energy becomes an outside need because their inner child is screaming for safety, love and acceptance.
Unfortunately infested programs have controlled people to survive on this planet. All it takes is one thought to seduce through sensations and to entrap to predator realities. Our actions (thought) are now an energetic by proxy to the dimensions of oppression, dominance and control. The sad part is we don’t even know it, our society is capitalizing on sexual energy to feed mechanical empires. We buy the very products to keep them alive. Because it is our survival mechanism. Resulting in false goddesses’, as another tactic to unconsciously cutting off the Heart, blocking organic sensuality, life force, and vitality. By understanding the insecurities, fear and abandonment issues, the wounded inner child calms down allowing inner-awareness to embrace the child.
By seeing the good, the bad and the ugly. We dig deeper into the mindset of barely coping. We may think if we are uneducated the only way to get a man is to seduce him with our bodies, since we feel we have nothing else to offer. Or we may be very educated, have money and don’t need a man for financial survival, yet we have perfect pictures, in our energetic hologram, thinking we need surgeries and botox to maintain our beauty to be accepted and loved. Now we are wearing the princess/queen archetypes. This is an illusion, think about it. What is the reasoning behind these actions? Is this self-love or self-abuse? Only you know.
Some women have breast issues and they need surgery for health. At one point in my life, I wanted surgery because I had a lumpectomy caused from a clogged milk duct while I was nursing my baby. Years later, I almost made the decision to have breast implant surgery to improve my less than firm lopsided breasts. I was basing my decision on my inner child wounds of imperfection and not meeting the “status quo” in the meat market. Auspiciously, a man whose opinion I value shared that ‘he would much rather have true authentic, even saggy breasts, then fake ones’. I asked him why? His answer was, “The breasts are the way to the heart and when women have breast implants, it takes away the sensation and blocks the heart energy while love making. It feels like interference from my perspective. I’d rather have the real thing! Women feel genuine to me because they aren’t out to manipulate and I can trust them.”
My point is to get really honest with ourselves – why don’t we accept our bodies the way they are? One day I was swimming among a group of teenagers from the ages of fourteen to seventeen. They were talking about their botox appointments. I interrupted and asked them why they thought they needed botox? They told me they had wrinkles on their face, arms, and neck. I was dumbfounded; they were stunningly beautiful but they could not see their beauty. Instead they’re falling into determinism programming to be accepted by society.
In addition, their parents had to okay their appointments before they could receive the injection. I was taken aback as to why a parent would allow this behavior. Is the parent projecting images of perfection on their child, because they felt the need to be perfect? Or are they vicariously living through their children to avoid looking within? As we look at the energy transference, we can see this is a sick game of exploitation of the Spirit.
Furthermore, my dermatologist physician’s assistant tried to play on my emotions and manipulate me by saying, “You’re getting wrinkles around your eyes, and you’re a little droopy when you smile. She went on to tell me I can get this fixed for $15.00 with an injection of botox that would last six weeks. I am a truth teller, so I told her this is sick, you’re being used. You’re a drug pusher, pushing addiction on people with emotional manipulation. She is driving her vehicle with the prostitution archetype and doesn’t even know it. It is also a form of black magic. Most women would fall prey to this type of con. Because they feel abandoned, rejected, like they are not enough, invisible, and invalidated due to conditioning.
From an energetic standpoint, at what cost do we seduce? Botox, surgery and even tattoos can be a form of branding the body. Botox and Tattoo’s both puncture the skin. Leaving a mark, which allows chemical warfare in your body. According to Dr Peter Misra, “The brand name Botox – are a purified derivative of botulinum toxin A, made from a bacterium that is a deadly poison.” While, Treehugger derma doctor warns, about Tattoo’s, “Besides infection from unsterile needles, exposure to mercury and other heavy metals is a risk to consider when getting a tattoo.” And Leigh, Laguna Author of The Naked Truth, says, “The truth is, no implant on the market today can last a lifetime. Every type is prone to leaking and rupturing, and in cases of the saline valve implants, they can even become black with mold, causing a systemic fungal problem in a person’s body.”
Finally there are many products we use as women to beautify ourselves from makeup to perfume. Look at the ingredients because there are dangers with hidden ingredients that are unsafe to you and your unborn child. By really looking we see where we fall for seduction traps into the never ending mind game of perfection plugging into external false power. Allows us to see where we manipulate, ourselves.
When we look at these ugly programs, this results in a deep connection with our Higher-Self and enables us to see the patterns and stories of the archetypes. The information gives us the inner awareness to match up the characteristics to see how we have been encoded and conditioned. Once we undress the archetypes we become more aware of the game and so they don’t control us anymore. We then enliven our inner character to deep Divine qualities such as, empathy, understanding, nurturing, compassion, intuition and inclusion. This gives the feminine energy the balance to dance with her masculine, so that they both see with dignity, accountability and integrity. We are contributing to a world of inner- justice, inner-freedom, and inner-equality and don’t forget inner- ecstasy!
Remember this is an adventure to look within. If you had breast implants, Botox, tattoos, or other surgical procedure – it’s okay if you understand why and what was your intention behind the decision to clear the emotions. This will align the energy.
Hopefully, you will reflect and see what elephants are hiding in your own Pandora’s Box to bring your systems back to an organic, unified, balanced and whole field.
“Immature love says: ‘I love you because I need you.’ Mature love says I love myself entirely allowing our two vessels to sail in the sky making shooting stars, lighting up the world with our organic essence of Infinite Waves of Embodied Energetic Ecstasy!
With Deep, Profound and Organic Love,
Energetic Cellular Stabilizer
Copyright © 2017
Breast Implants: http://www.collective-evolution.com/2015/10/21/breast-implants-the-ticking-time-bomb-in-millions-of-womens-bodies/
Earth Vision: http://www.earthvision.info/archetypes
Carolyn Mass: http://bit.ly/1iY69dt
Spiritual Science Research Foundation – The 6th Sense: http://tinyurl.com/y9mrfrha
Michael Tsarion: Female Illuninati: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=e0DrgduMD60&t=19s
Some excerpts are taken from my manuscript, Embody Energetic Ecstasy, now in progress.
The last few days I have been under extremely oppressive intense energy. Locked down, with heavy machinery. The inner-space of calmness, I usually feel during meditation, is now consumed with cruel embodiment of shrapnel tearing through my veins. I even taste the metal in my mouth. I observe the weight of the tight entrapment of being oppressed by this iron domain. The machinery encapsulates my system compromising my lungs to the point of barely breathing. I am stuck, imprisoned by the steadfast repression. As I intensely feel through the charged emotions, with present moment awareness. I allow the reality as it is. There is a part of me that wants to run, yet the weight, has me imprisoned. Even though, fear crept in, I felt through it, as it ran through every cell of my body. The shrapnel barbed into my tissue. I felt shredded alive while simultaneously being raped by the unbending iron, the dead weight violated me to the core. A tarry substance poured upon me, I am stuck in time, infused with this eclipse energy.
The energies showing up are similar to the energies in 1999. That year, my life was flipped upside down. Our family was hit head on by a drunk driver. Five people were killed including the death of our only child. Trapped in the wreckage for an hour before the Jaws of Life released my body. But not my psyche until now. For the past 18 years, I have felt the heavy metal burrowing through my mind, with suppression, domination and control. The accumulated life times of junk DNA trapped us in a junk yard of heavy metal filled with tyranny.
The cycle is finally complete….I feel elated to see what I have felt for years, yet I did not have the resilience needed to be in equanimity until now to neutralize the field. Seeing through the fog of oppression, the inner-confidence of my strength allowed me to see a much bigger and deeper picture. The wreckage I had been swallowed up in, magnetized inter-dimensional machinery. Which unconsciously I allowed to hitchhike on me, not understanding my consent was the very reaction I felt that ugly day of entanglement. The Fear of losing my only child, the fear of losing my legs, the fear of losing my husband, the fear of losing my life.
Please Eclipse the Machinery out of your Life! Honoring the three children that passed that monstrous day. Along with all children, and honoring your own inner-child. By seeing, feeling and holding steadfast through the pain, bringing awareness to present time, creating the space for the Stars of the Universe to embrace you, while rooting into the power of Mother Earth. Allowing Safety, Sustainability and Freedom! Embodying your true nature – Energetic Ecstasy.
With Deep Profound and Organic Love,
Energetic Multidimensional Cellular Stabilizer