The last few days I have been under extremely oppressive intense energy. Locked down, with heavy machinery. The inner-space of calmness, I usually feel during meditation, is now consumed with cruel embodiment of shrapnel tearing through my veins. I even taste the metal in my mouth. I observe the weight of the tight entrapment of being oppressed by this iron domain. The machinery encapsulates my system compromising my lungs to the point of barely breathing. I am stuck, imprisoned by the steadfast repression. As I intensely feel through the charged emotions, with present moment awareness. I allow the reality as it is. There is a part of me that wants to run, yet the weight, has me imprisoned. Even though, fear crept in, I felt through it, as it ran through every cell of my body. The shrapnel barbed into my tissue. I felt shredded alive while simultaneously being raped by the unbending iron, the dead weight violated me to the core. A tarry substance poured upon me, I am stuck in time, infused with this eclipse energy.
The energies showing up are similar to the energies in 1999. That year, my life was flipped upside down. Our family was hit head on by a drunk driver. Five people were killed including the death of our only child. Trapped in the wreckage for an hour before the Jaws of Life released my body. But not my psyche until now. For the past 18 years, I have felt the heavy metal burrowing through my mind, with suppression, domination and control. The accumulated life times of junk DNA trapped us in a junk yard of heavy metal filled with tyranny.
The cycle is finally complete….I feel elated to see what I have felt for years, yet I did not have the resilience needed to be in equanimity until now to neutralize the field. Seeing through the fog of oppression, the inner-confidence of my strength allowed me to see a much bigger and deeper picture. The wreckage I had been swallowed up in, magnetized inter-dimensional machinery. Which unconsciously I allowed to hitchhike on me, not understanding my consent was the very reaction I felt that ugly day of entanglement. The Fear of losing my only child, the fear of losing my legs, the fear of losing my husband, the fear of losing my life.
Please Eclipse the Machinery out of your Life! Honoring the three children that passed that monstrous day. Along with all children, and honoring your own inner-child. By seeing, feeling and holding steadfast through the pain, bringing awareness to present time, creating the space for the Stars of the Universe to embrace you, while rooting into the power of Mother Earth. Allowing Safety, Sustainability and Freedom! Embodying your true nature – Energetic Ecstasy.
With Deep Profound and Organic Love,
Energetic Multidimensional Cellular Stabilizer
Where did this concept or statement co-habituate? I want a God- fearing woman. I have seen this statement on dating sites and throughout my life. I wondered why in the hell would a man want a woman to fear God? Was it to manufacture hell on earth maybe? This produces inorganic tidal waves of dominance, control and oppression while seducing women into submission.
Through my investigating process, I met a couple of men. Since I broke up with my partner, I was not ready to be in relationship at that time. My emotional integrity was to heal the past emotions from my previous relationship so I don’t contaminate the energetic field with a new relationship.
I made it very clear with these men by setting strong boundaries that I was not interested in relationship with them. I was taking time out to heal and process from the last relationship to find the gifts, foresight and wisdom.
I found it interesting when I set a boundary they both said the same thing. “You don’t trust God and your resisting being in relationship with me.” They had tantrums around the subject. Why are they undermining my boundary, projecting delusionary false power to try and beat me into subservience? Why are they making me the bad guy?
What does God’s trust have to do with man’s trust? My trust in the Divine has nothing to do with men that I hardly know. Why have these men confused themselves with God? We must see the false god, superman, identity has created a reality where they perceive women as their submissive antidote. This keeps the heart blocked and they remain emotionally unavailable, needy, and so emotionally wounded that they use God as a weapon. I even saw a post on Facebook, it was the bible quote; “The fear of the LORD is the beginning of wisdom, and knowledge of the Holy One is understanding.” Proverb 9:10. Is it proverb or pervert? The God-fearing programs have infested men with perverted mindsets, while women fall prey into submission, objectifying all parties involved.
I feel so grateful to see their illusionary game and not fall prey by being emotionally subjugated to their inner prison of indignity. Now I understand the God-fearing women program. My next step is ground and anchor to short circuit the conditioned spell because so many are under victim and predator relationships. In doing so, I reviewed my history.
In my past relationships, fear and insecurities played a major role in my life. My father was narcissistic and emotionally abusive. I attracted people to heal this karmic pattern within my blood line. After my last relationship, I saw this very clearly and walked through the fire. This experience brought in deep awareness to my unconscious blind spots and programs that were running to decode and take my power back from past life realities. This also healed a big chunk of family carnage.
As children, we associate our parents with God. The god in my past relationships are addicts, I understand this too well. I have been recovered for 18 years from alcohol addiction myself. I made alcohol my false god. As with any addiction, it is the priority over everything that results in broken promises and self-destruction tendencies. This awoke the victim in me to see clearly and how I became prey for predators in my past.
I knew I had to connect with someone that mirrored my patterns and who has also healed from her past. I called my friend Stacy, as my witness because she also had a narcissistic father. Since we have similar lives that we both have worked ardently to heal, we have the fortitude to transform the energy. Unfortunately, she also endured a tragic experience involving her marriage. They were married for twenty years and as a so called happily married couple, they taught relationship courses in their church. She was shocked! Her husband had an affair with a woman in the class, who happened to be Stacy’s best friend. Since Stacy’s husband was the pastor, he ended up¬¬ excommunicating her from the congregation and made Stacy the bad guy, which added more fuel to the fire.
Stacy was an outcast from her church. She was traumatized by her husband’s ungodly deception. It was easier for the church to control the people because of the fear driven emotions that were entangled in the mindset of the masses. In their fear, they completely justified their actions to the smaller wounded mind allowing dictatorship, which manufactured the dysfunctional thought pattern: “As long as the finger is pointed at her, it deflects any finger pointing at me.” The small mind believes this keeps the fear out of their world which is a false sense of security. Only keeping the people caged in, with denial and controlled by fear based authority. The false god system has a counterpart, making the innocent person the bad guy.
We used our synergistic experiences to neutralize the emotional warfare to bring this false infested program to energetic justice. The power of two or more is essential as it amplifies the dangerous energetic pollution fields by acknowledging the false programs. Unexpectedly, artificial intelligence (A.I.) was interjecting and violated our space with their electronic misaim and tried to stop us from connecting to ground the god-fearing program out. Our phones would not work and we could not hear each other speak. We tried home phones and even Skyped but neither worked. Texting was our only means of communication. Having persistence forty-five minutes later, Stacy finally got through by blocking her telephone number while calling mine. She out smarted the A.I. We knew without a doubt we were being stopped because this has happened to us many times to just be a co-incidence. Experiencing this kind of interference, we knew the program had to be anchored in the new energy. This will reset time lines and decode the false god mind set.
I knew with our heart-wrenching experiences we would both open new path ways, not only for ourselves but the collective mind. So, using our inner strength, we deeply penetrated and punctured the accumulated non-beneficial energy, like an acupuncturist, into the meridians of Mother Earth. This brings in new purified energy to dissolve the mind control program, to balance out the karmic field by creating an organic template within ourselves and bringing inner energetic justice to the world.
In Chinese medicine, the Earth meridians (Stomach and Spleen) provide nourishment and stability, transforming and moving nutrients efficiently, so that we get the most out of our food to keep the body running optimally. This helps us in digesting the food we take in. Similar to the energy we need to move through life. Our inherit right to receiving unconditional love and nurturing energy provided by Mother Earth without interference. Her energetic arms wrapped around us and stabilized our energy bodies to be in Her sacred domain…clearing all inorganic programs in this time line.
As you read this blog, please use it as a resource to take your power back from false god/narcissistic programs. This would include under-minding your intuition, being a scape-goat or being used as an object of deflection so the false god programs doesn’t bypass their own character. Twists history by using the deception as a form of emotional abuse which makes the past your fault when clearly it is theirs. This preys on gullibility and victim mindsets. Denying this behavior causes pain and suffering allowing them to not be accountable for their behavior. Then it is swept under the carpet driving pride into even more accumulated energy of grandiosity. They are opportunist, manipulator, authoritarian, and megalomania. Understanding the negative defilement stored within our conscious and unconscious by using experiences gives us the foresight to bring everything to zero-point field. This helps us be free to embody energetic ecstasy.
Archetypes attached to the False God/Narcissistic for Masculine Personality – Patriotic: Teacher, Preacher, Healer, Doctor, Hero’s, (Superman, Batman etc.…), Victim, Saboteur, Martyr, Damsel in Destress, Addict, Prince and Princess.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=MsRPEab5-TM – Fun video – The Bad Guy – A must watch!
http://www.fabriqspa.com/whats-in-a-face/ – Chinese Medicine Resource
With Deep, Profound and Organic Love,
Energetic Multidimensional Cellular Stabilizer
God Fear Women Video/Discussion: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=a8zp6E5-wHA&t=13s
Some excerpts are taken from my manuscript Embody Energetic Ecstasy in the works.
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