Please also read ‘Embodying the Inner Divine Feminine – Undressing the Pink Elephants in Pandora’s Box’ to balance both energies within: https://tinyurl.com/ya2cqsyx
Driving is a symbolic analogy to our conscious mind. Men love to drive fast; sometimes they aren’t paying full attention and put themselves or others at risk. Some think they can get away with having one hand on the steering wheel and the other hand in their addiction; this is where we get hooked and thereby get into trouble. It causes them to drive their vehicle carelessly. Whenever both hands are not on the steering wheel and we are not fully alert, there are energy leaks within the body’s energy biological system.
The energy biological system of the body is a self-contained Organic Soular Embodied Universal Vehicle (OSEUV) where all inner-engines run mutually interdependent of each other. It is co-creating Inheritance within the framework of the Inner Sacred Masculine and Inner Divine Feminine energy and experiencing limitless internal enchantment. They co-create together the entire inner- structure by uniting and birthing purified energy to feel/fuel through their organic engine. This creates a cohesive field of universal support waking up all senses to a deeper heartfelt sensuality into embodied energetic ecstasy.
Our hearts are the magic wands; we just have to know how to manage our energy to bring in our own Divine and allow the Sacred Masculine/Divine Feminine within to be the force, to power our embodied vehicle for us. This means letting go and trusting our *inertial cosmic organic original sacred design to see the bigger picture and not the third-dimensional, small-minded compass, but with absolute confidence embodied in the driver seat. We must fire on all cylinders for smooth performance through multi-dimensional realties. The bonus is Fueling/Feeling our Solar Embodied Universal Vehicle, burning off inorganic carbon-based material while being deeply present. However, we must have a diagnostic evaluation to uncover faulty codes, to repair and access our inherit Source energy.
To simplify let’s start in the 3D world. AARON MILLER is the Rides editor for Super compressor. His article, “All the Ways you’re Driving Like a Dick and Don’t realize it” gives us insight to our own blind spots so we can correct them within our in-organic body’s energy 3D system/vehicle. Arron shares, “Allstate commissioned a study where drivers rated themselves, and two-thirds said they considered themselves “very good” or “excellent” drivers, but were much less complimentary about 80% of everyone else. It’s a little thing called “illusory superiority,” when we lie to ourselves about how good we are at certain things even if we’re pretty honest about other people’s screw-ups. What does this mean? It means you’re almost definitely driving like a dick, just like the rest of us.”
First, we must look at the wounds of an unbalanced body/mind that causes “illusory superiority”. Similar to the women producing an illusory second attention to survive through seduction (discussed fully in Inner Divine Feminine blog), the masculine has been conditioned to produce illusory superiority as a coping mechanism to protect themselves due to heavy scarring to not feel, not cry, shut down all emotions, keeping them pinned up until they implode with rage. In the meantime, it’s programming them to objectify, as one of the ways to man-up in our society.
Although, as we deepen into feeling/knowing/nourishing – our sixth sense; it opens the heart, allowing higher intelligence to take command of our embodied vehicle. This purifies the energy field. It takes focus and skill. It is important to be sustained and patient with one-self; observing the habitual addictive fanatical visions and not fall for temptation to sexual sensations. It allows the sensations to rise without acting on them. We must be the observer of our own inner world to be in tune with our vehicles, to master all sensations in the Heart/Body/Mind. It takes conscious discipline, not allowing sexual leaks to clog your fuel line.
We have been steering down the illusionary highways, while piling on everyone(s) pollution around us though roads of entanglement. By reflecting how the masculine energetically violates and objectifies his own feminine energy gives us insight to hidden blind spots that hit below the belt and blows up the engine of the Solar Organic Embodied Universal Vehicle.
Some men that are disconnected from deep shock, combined with trauma, sexual seduction, violation and confusion fuel their vehicle with dangerous toxic mixes of exhaust, emitting poisonous gases. Since they have been taught to repress their emotions, it takes a roadmap back in time to see, where they are caught in a round-about of destructive thoughts. Sometimes the psyche of the person is unconsciously trapped. This is when they’re stuck in many life time obsessive/compulsive loops, because the past abuse is so unfathomable that they can’t swallow it. The emotions of rage, powerlessness, control, and fear become their passengers.
For an example, a little boy hides in a closet while his mother is being physically and verbally abused. In the first layer of emotion, he feels helpless and afraid. After the violation, the second layer of emotions he feels are anger, resentment, guilt and shame for not being able to help her. The third layer he feels abandoned by his mother, and he is confused because his mom is supposed to protect him from a world in which such things happen. He doesn’t feel safe. Notice how these layers of emotions stack and build on each other like a backed up freeway system in need of repair.
Another example: in the United States and parts of Canada, infant boys are circumcised shortly after being born. Can you imagine, being warm in your mother’s womb, ready to face the world, with all your senses wide awake, to experience the love and nourishment from your parents, but instead, you’re suddenly yanked out, to have the top of your penis clamped and cut off without anesthetic?
It’s akin to cutting off the main sensory throttle to the embodied vehicle causing all the engine lights to go on, circumventing emotions as a defense mechanism and disconnecting the infant from their feelings. They are left emotionlly scarred, with the program “it is too painful to feel.”, which causes a distortion in the shaft throwing the entire axis out of alignment. In order to have the shaft run in balance, the *centrifugal coupling between the two bearings should be balanced and neutralize each other for an organic force to fuel/feel the engine. Instead, undo stress in the shaft interferes inducing loss of power and reduced torque due to backed up lines from emotional blockage. This shock produces a crack in the embodied vehicle’s headlights, blinding them from the truth, causing them to “miss” the mark (sin). Operating from sin (blindness), they become easily influenced by persuasive manufactured subliminal marketing brands with slanted objectified messages. It becomes more about checking out than checking in to avoid the pain.
The International Journal of Men’s Health has published the first study of its kind to look at the link between the early trauma of circumcision and the personality trait disorder alexithymia. The study, by Dan Bollinger and Robert S. Van Howe, M.D., M.S., FAAP, found that circumcised men are 60% more likely to suffer from alexithymia, the inability to process emotions, which will automatically back up the reactions in the 2nd gear…mirroring the women’s 2nd gear seductive attention. Without the sensory throttle, a man’s ability to feel an organism has been hi-jacked into Never, Neverland, needing Tinker Bell juice to rev his engine. What a set up! No wonder men drive like dicks!
Writing this has taken me to my knees in deep compassion for the men that have endured such a horrific crime. Here is an educational video to unmask the truth so we can stop this barbaric practice. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=SeAXantm4tE).
Unfortunately, as you will see in the video, parents are programmed to have their infants circumcised, which is a huge disturbance in the universal vehicle. Steve Richards, Holographic Kinetics teacher, explained, “The Spirit of the baby boy knows this is not a natural procedure resulting in blaming his mother for not protecting him. His Spirit is split apart from the trauma, leaving heavy scars in the child’s unconscious mind, body, and Spirit.” This explains why men, just hours after they enter into this world have challenging emotional lives. The trauma shatters the psyche by breaking down the defenses of the human body. The emotional terror/tear in the universal vehicle, caused from the circumcision, amputated their main pipeline to discernment allowing violation within the vehicle. It’s no wonder we have borderline personalities disorders!
Another blind spot is watching a father, or another male figure, physically and/or verbally abuse his mother, sister, or another significant female in his life. The child is heavily scarred to think that this is a normal way of being. There is no spark for life. At an early age, there is a pattern developed to disrespect, dishonor, express anger toward, and hate the women they allegedly love; because if you love her – it will only manufacture pain.
Over the course of time, the environmental elements can cause the spark to cross over from one spark plug wire to another due to inner-entanglement from resisting emotions, causing carbon build up and confusion. When that happens, frequently a sticky carbon track forms, gunking up the engine, which cuts off the spark. It’s very similar to that of a cracked distributor, causing his inner feminine, to backfire. By rejecting this part of his embodied vehicle, he is essentially choosing to ignore the “check-in engine” light, to punish- her, abandoning his own inner feminine within. Which continues the pattern of carbon build up and dysfunction violation, spewing toxic fumes from his embodied vehicle and missing the mark, gambling with life, obviously not playing with a full deck of cards. Without feeling the pain of his inner-feminine, one or two of his cards remains trapped in trauma. By refusing to maintain the disturbances in the embodied vehicle and acknowledging the entire deck of cards, he will drive the same pattern until the engine blows up, dies or the vehicle crashes.
Without sensory discernment, illusionary superiority entraps him unknowingly. Violation shows up in many forms. Distorting the view of the driver, causes violation to the point that the embodied vehicle is so use to the violation that the inner-masculine has no way of knowing or seeing anything else. I once spoke with a man who had a distressing childhood. His grandfather was a pedophile. He witnessed his grandfather fondle and violate his sister, right before his innocent eyes. He became confused. Love to him included coercion, manipulation and molestation. His beliefs were distorted.
A few years later when he was twelve years old, he asked his sixteen-year-old babysitter what the birds and bees were. She said, “I will show you”, and had sex with him. In his young mind, he thought it was the best thing that ever happened to him. He did not understand he had been violated. All it did was pile another layer of confusion, behind the identity of Illusionary Superiority.
Victims of sexual abuse/molestation are baffled because on one level, it can feel very good to be touched, explored, and desired, but on another level the Spirit of the embodied vehicle knows there is some form of violation, yet without the sensory throttle’s ability for deeper discernment energy leaks plug into justification spinning the embodied vehicle out of control.
In this dysfunctional family, the little boy, not only witnessed his grandfather violate his sister, but felt excluded that she was given brand new toys, while he received dirty second- hand trinkets. In his mind, his sister was the chosen one. Right then he was set-up to believe that the female body is to be used for his pleasure, and you gift them for more. The next layer, the boy feels angry and helpless because he can’t protect his little sister. He feels responsible, but doesn’t have the maturity to know what to do. The third layer, he felt agitated, fueling his carbon based body by resenting his sister for getting the new doll, while he received the old worn out plaything. Then the babysitter rapes him, which felt good to him, so he never looks at rape as a violation.
Here is where the cards were misplayed: (1) It’s okay to violate young girls. (Boundaries are broken – it’s okay to dishonor boundaries.) (2) Buy them gifts (Justify actions with an agenda to violate.) (3) Resents the chosen one, his sister. (Resents his own -inner –feminine & punishes her.) (4) Violation feels good – so it’s okay. (If anything feels good that justifies my actions.) (5) Females are objects (Objectifies his inner- feminine, rejects that part of him.) (6) Oppress and dominate to have control (Fear of losing love. Manipulate and violate at any cost.) (7) Fear is the undercurrent of the child (Abandonment is at the root. I will violate to be loved.)
Years later, this man had major heart issues and had surgery. After going through hell and back, he barely made it. He was astounded to discover his psychic abilities during his recovery. He sought help with what he was experiencing because he didn’t understand all the different non-beneficial energetic forms he was seeing. It felt on some level like he had lost his mind.
He was taught from misguided teachers to meditate and astral project to better manage the energy. However, he found the astral realm to be a fanatical playground. Since he did not understand the truth behind the curtain, some of these entities from other realms were able to seduce him. At times, while he was asleep, they would come into his dreams and violate him. But, because it felt good, he allowed it, not realizing he was energetically being raped.
Not only had he been raped, but he now unknowingly is building his toxic highway system with even more accumulated carbon based sexual sensations and corrupted desire. His embodied vehicle had been turned into a synthetic enamel branded machine engraved with a pedophile trademark. Driving his vehicle into seduction and predatory energy, fueling his carbon body with more pollution. Yet, he had been working hard on his layers and saw the astral realm was a set up for sexual addiction, violation and that these possessed entities are falsified tricksters. Filling his inorganic tank with bad gas, it caused indescribable glitches that manifest themselves in pretty bizarre ways like poor performance or foul smells and other misfires. Again, the engine light went off.
Because of his heavy scarring, he learned to objectify females, producing energy leaks causing a need to syphon from Tinker Bell. His justification continues to violate her because the pattern of resentment from his sister unknowingly set him up to reject his inner feminine energy, putting him in over-drive. This state of constant high revving wears the engine down and makes the vehicle unruly. With one hand in addiction, he mismanages his embodied vehicle out of alignment.
Due to his misaligned vehicle, his adult relationships are stuck in blame, from his habitual projections of carbon distortions. His gunked up engine blinds him even more, producing more losses in the future. Through his illusory superiority distortion, if the female is the chosen one, she ends up being rewarded through violation while the masculine is left out. This reflects in his outside world triggering extreme pain with partners in his life, sabotaging his life without fully understanding all the players of the distorted dicks in his mind. Which broke his heart so many times, it malfunctioned the embodied carburetor, crashing his vehicle
To enliven the embodied vehicle it is important to keep the heart engaged to awaken the sensory throttle back into the original organic embodied alignment. It takes tuning up and rebuilding the affected parts of the engine, to be in touch with your emotions, to enhance/maximize the performance and unclog the bad carburetor to awaken the fuel/feel radiating with focused precision.
The lungs give life to the Heart, because it pumps pure blood/plasma throughout your veins and arteries, ultimately giving yourself a new spark and clear pathways to connect you to the crystalline grid Universal highway system. Without the lungs, the heart will not work. Like the Sacred Inner Masculine and Divine Inner Feminine, both must co-exist by supporting each other.
Breathing in each other and being deeply present gives your embodied vehicle meticulously crafted alignment to move with purpose. Restored with Jewel-Eye headlights to efficiently see blind spots with laser sharp discernment, along with high combustion to burn off lower carbon based frequency to clear emotions. The embodied vehicle is able to run efficiently and even transform from a heavy carbon based fueled vehicle to one of clean Soular power.
When men are ready to see their own inner- feminine and acknowledge where they have hurt her, be with the emotions, see their blue elephants in Pandora’s Box and undress their archetypes, they will reap rewards. By transforming their character defects to Divine qualities of compassion, empathy, understanding, nurturing, intuition (powerful insight) in order to give the masculine the ability to transform the world – it is Heart Altering.
I hope you reflect and see what elephants are hiding in your own Pandora’s Box to bring your systems back to an organic field of Embodied Energetic Ecstasy nourishing your Organic Soular Embodied Universal Vehicle. OSEUV back to harmonic balance.
If you rather watch for deeper healing here is the Youtube Video. I spent many hours, creating this, it took me to my knees, I cried, I healed, I released, I laughed, I surrendered, I was humbled….I hope the same for you.
Embodying the Inner Sacred Masculine — YouTube video https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=kIEaySGcC-Q&t=35s
With Deep, Profound and Organic Love,
Energetic Cellular Stabilizer
Copyright © 2017
Foot Note: * In Newtonian mechanics, the *centrifugal force is an *inertial force – An inertial frame of reference, in classical physics, is a frame of reference in which bodies, whose net force acting upon them is zero, are not accelerated, that is they are at rest or they move at a constant velocity in a straight line. Inertial Force: https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Inertial_frame_of_reference
All Ways you Drive like a Dick and don’t realize it: https://tinyurl.com/nfsgrko
Earth Vision: http://www.earthvision.info/archetypes
Carolyn Mass: http://bit.ly/1iY69dt
Please also read ‘The Embodying Inner Sacred Masculine Undressing the Blue Elephants in Pandora’s Box’ to balance both energies within.: https://tinyurl.com/ycw7lsdm
We are miracles brought to this earth to dance, have fun, and have freedom, just like nature. Have you ever noticed how the wind dances with the air, causing the wings of an eagle to soar high into the sky? Their harmonic resonance plays like a musical orchestra of infinite love with the intricate threads of symmetry. Uniting, creating, honoring, valuing, and respecting the significance of each other into infinite possibilities.
The Universal Laws of Nature have the capability of opening up the magic within all of us. Yet, in order to awaken the energetic threads we have to see where they have been confused, hijacked, enmeshed, and lost in the outside world of materialism, sexism, fantasy, agendas, food, drugs, alcohol, mechanical, and manipulation.
Rama Dr. Frederick Lenz – “We live in a world out of balance. Integrity begins with oneself. Men have suppressed women – no blame only detached observation to understand the cause and effect. Women exemplify an authentic powerful energy. Because life flows through them more than it does a man. However, men have the same authentic power but it operates differently than women. Throughout the ages men of been threatened by the power of women so they have negatively – rejected the power with themselves. Therefore suppressing women. Women learned to develop a second attention to survive on this planet, through manipulation by projecting sexual energy out to men. This behavior is justified because women need to survive.”
As long as women manipulate, in any form, they will be entrapped. Note sexual manipulation is charged with very higher voltage keeping everyone in lock down. Producing false light goddess power to get the next job, partner, raise, etc….to move up in the world. From my own experience, as a child, I embodied false light realities through the carnage of my pedophile bloodline.
My grandfather was a pedophile and chained his children to a tree like abused animals. Along with scarring my father with programs that the female human species were property to be sold, as sex objects. My father even wanted to prostitute my older sister when she turned fourteen. Fortunately, my mom did not allow that to happen. There were times I saw my father shattered, he was broken, and he would weep and fight hard to control his emotions. It was those rare moments I saw his beautiful Spirit, yet I was terrorized by other parts of him.
On one occasion, my older sister thought it would be cute for me, a six year old little girl, to strip tease for our neighborhood play. I flung my mom’s bra out into the audience while I sung Let Me Entertain You. Of course, I had clothes underneath, but that very act, set me up for a life time of manipulation, seduction and confusion.
I thought love was seduction. My father’s friends salivated over me. It was those times, I pleased my father and finally felt the love from him I so craved. My mother had very little confidence. Nevertheless, she found strength when it came to her children to protect us the best why she knew. She was emotionally and physically abused by my father. Both of them were alcoholics which only complicated the family dynamics.
It took the death of my son to wake me up from the spell. Heartbroken with raw grief, bleeding from my pores, there was no turning back. I begged to see the truth so I would never have to live through that pain again. I had no idea it was going to take the deep excavation it did. But I kept digging, my shovel was the only thing I held on to. I would see where I had lost myself as a means to an end. It took three different partners in the last 10 years to show me the fragmented parts of myself. My higher-self created a set-up where I would be safe through the rugged, dangers of the unconscious mind. Rick my husband (we’re separated but live together) he held space, while Jason and I blow up landmines (landminds) within us. He mirrored my family’s predator programming, so we could unleash those parts of our unconscious mind. When it became too much we broke up, however, Jason and Rick were both holding me in a sacred container to heal.
We all continued to live together. Then the unexpected happened. I met another man on the internet from the Middle East. It brought up another entire layer of deep seated fear. I saw how our culture programming had conditioned me into believing these people were unsafe. I observed and watched myself as the false terror rose in my body. Every time we skyped he emotionally saw me from many different dimensions. I could not hide any part, the shame, the anger, the grief, the depth, the galactic, my heart, my void and my light. He saw it all. I had never felt so naked. My energy was magnetized to Jordan to meet him. His heart illuminated transparent energy which bathed me on many deep cellular levels. He felt me so thoroughly, I did not even have to speak. His deep presence unraveled my body into an ocean of pure energy. It was with him, I found out I had been molested by my grandfather, before I turned two.
All three men gifted me with their shadow and their light to awaken me into intensified realties to bring my power back and transform it into my Higher Self. Transforming predatory, pedophilia, insecurities, violence, punishment, genital mutilation, torture, war, rape, and seduction, realties to unlock the codes to freedom. I am sharing what I have learned so you have the keys to unlock yourself. Each one of us are to be valued, treasured and deeply loved. I feel extremely grateful to the men in my life for supporting me through this cathartic process of bringing my inner-masculine and inner –feminine to balance.
The first place we have to look is within. By Opening Pandora’s Box and seeing all the pink elephants running the show is an opportunity to acknowledge where we have been in denial. By doing so, we restore our true organic energy. According to the Merriam-Webster Dictionary, ‘denial is a psychological mechanism refusing to admit the truth or reality of something unpleasant’. This is where the rabbit hole gets deeper. By refusing to look at unpleasant sensations it blindsides us into determinism. Determinism is a philosophy theory or doctrine of a psychological phenomenon causally determined by preceding events or natural laws, a belief in predestination. Basically, your future is determined so you don’t have any free will. Determinism = Detouring the person into miasma. Miasma is poisonous polluted portals to conquer system. https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Miasma_theory
By denying ourselves we set up unconscious patterns to determine our quality of life. Which is the precursor to a person’s life to have no free will. Acknowledging the theory of determinism can be used to deepen compassion and empathy to those that have gave up their free will to determinism. Most likely out of fear of facing the unpleasant reality. However, pleasant realities are even more misleading, because the emotional body is unconsciously seduced into desire realities, due to over-active insecurities, producing even more false light producing even more external power to feel falsely alive, seen and heard. Derived into egoism, grandiosity, or emotionally unbalanced in the senses of taste, hear, smell, touch, sight, and the subtle energies known as the 6th sense.
Once we have an honest look at our humanity we can really see where we have short changed ourselves. Where have we bought into sensationalism? What are we covering up? Why do we need to have the perfect make-up? Hair? Clothes? Skin? It takes courage to see where we have fallen into the traps of needing to be fixed to be loved. When we don’t look at the unpleasant players (thought forms) in the mind, they play us through sensations in the body. There is nothing like watching an erotic film to stir the sexual energy, or savoring a piece of dark chocolate that gives an orgasmic sensation through the taste buds. This causes huge endorphins to fire. Enjoy them, be with them…yet don’t attach to them. Sometimes these thought forms and sensations become addictive. We are so use to them operating in the background, that we become accustomed to and accept them as part of our own identity. Like flies on sticky paper. Until we acknowledge them by seeing and feeling through the habitual addictive attachments, they have power over us. I have heard some people say, “I am buzzing.”
Things go haywire when there is an imbalance in the system. Our opportunistic cultures conditioning tells us we are not enough ingraining us with artificial possession to keep us spell bound. Desires and wants become an obsession, like a parasite needing more and more, but never being satisfied. When we fall prey we have given up our free will to something destructive. There is an unconscious negative program running to sabotage our efforts to obtain what we really want – balance, peace, and harmony. We must heal the small “me” mind into the mature “we” mind.
We must create a world with organic possibilities. The “we” mind creates equality, mutuality by honoring, respecting, and seeing both inner -masculine and inner-feminine within our own energetic systems. Without any kind of oppression. By observing both characteristics, positive and negative mind-sets, our inner child is seen without judgment. It gives us the clarity to up-level our consciousness and when we do so, we purify all of the pink elephants in Pandora’s Box.
Since we all have the masculine and feminine within our energetic system, it is important to understand that just because a person is a female body, doesn’t mean she doesn’t transmit a lot of masculine energy within her being. Keep in mind that some women have also been conditioned and subjugated with dominating parents, teachers, or authority figures. They often unknowingly create the same wounded masculine energy in the feminine body by conditioning them not to feel or be unemotional, causing them to shut down and allow themselves to be treated as objects. Or become dominated through bullying and intimidation.
As children, this kind of trauma closes down the heart. They cope by being in the mind, which only amplifies the problem. Eventually, it is up to us to empathize with our own inner child so that we become the functional parent to our wounded inner child. Once we heal the trauma, we feel safe enough to love ourselves without needing another person to feel complete.
In order to feel whole and enough, we must first acknowledge the finger pointing. Men are usually the perpetrators and are caught in more acts of crime like abuse and rape, so our society is quick to blame men. As women we need to look where we are participating in this energy and own our part. Women play a significant role in sexual imbalanced energy. Some women act as if their body is a trophy for men. When we play these sexual games, the opportunistic invisible tentacles hook men with corrupted desires. It becomes an inorganic field of co-dependent strands of needy unhealed accumulated sexual energetic pus pockets to seduce at any cost. Where women unknowingly are caught through determinism, on an unconscious level. Their raping themselves magnifying exactly what they do not what. This is why men get away with rape. We need to own these aspects to bring the energy into balance, so we no longer enable or participate.
We have to look at all the pink elephants women may be denying by asking important questions: How and when do I objectify men? How do I manipulate and use my body to entice men? Where do I look on the outside for an external ego feed? Are you a ‘manizer’? It is the same as a womanizer, using men for your own benefit, be it pleasure or material gain, without acknowledging that men have feelings too. Is it for a sexually addictive fix? A need? Or an agenda? Or false light ego power? Are you using men until some personal interest has been satisfied? Every time we use seduction, we give up our power, allowing a man to project his fantasies on us. This implants sexual images producing a buildup of layered energy that is used as an opportunistic outlet to plug into. Then we wear this distorted perceptions and we wonder why we’re used, abused, and sometimes even raped.
As women, we must be responsible with our energy. I am not saying it is wrong to be in your Goddess energy and have fun. I am saying that if you’re dressing to seduce, you’re plugging into the predator energy by wearing the false light programs. A seducer is a predator. You’re subjugating yourself to oppression, domination, fear and control realities by manipulating your own body…causing embodied false light biology. We may not be able stop rape, but we can be educated and aware of our own energy to change our field. This is empowering. Please know I don’t take rape lightly, even innocent people are violated, so this is not a one size fits all statement; I understand it is a heavy crime and it must stop. One way of stopping it is by looking within. This will support all violation even those that are innocently violated. By asking where do I oppress my inner-feminine through jealousy, resistance, seduction, judgement, competition, fear and control? Where have I gave my power away to a partner that refused to love me, if I did not fit his perfect picture program?
Stepping back, pausing and acknowledging our persuasion tactics, gives us the opportunity to see these impure strands, acknowledge, and change them. This requires undressing the archetypes we are wearing. It makes our energy systems whole, vital, and pure. Resurrecting, honoring and valuing your energy will give you the capability to alchemize and synchronize all inorganic particles to a new level of moral monogamy. While supporting the whole.
This results in a solar biology that has the capacity to stand alone, without any outside needs, because everything functions in harmony within their own energetic structure. You then love deeply with an open heart and no emotional attachments. There is an inner trust creating a safe space that is held by your inner-masculine energy, allowing deepening, expanded currents to bath you. You become your own inner warrior; therefore, you don’t need a man. You love yourself entirely, making a complete organic system. If a relationship does happen, it will be an infinite and a profound experience, taking you to places not yet known in this Galaxy. Although, if a relationship doesn’t happen, you will penetrate yourself to the stars and back! The inner-feminine organic energy are the sacred waves in the ocean while the inner-masculine has the capacity to hold the ocean. The two symbiotic energy systems work together. When the masculine acknowledges his own inner-feminine within by respecting, valuing, honoring her and vice versa, then they create a life filled with harmony, compassion, and stability. Their sacred tides dance together.
To heal the feminine within, we must look at the wounds, usually caused when a father did not support her, abandoned her, and/or had an addiction to sex, drugs, gambling, alcohol, and work. Perhaps her father violated her mother and other children in the household with physical, verbal, and sexual abuse.
Even when there is peace in the household, society has conditioned women to solicit their bodies without even knowing it. Women do this by buying into jargon of having to be perfect to be accepted. As we develop we internalize emotions and play out characteristics that we identify with to get through the dysfunctional setting. These different identities are called archetypes. A great resource to learn more about them is Sacred Contracts by Carolyn Myss. The main archetypes women identify with are Damsel in Distress, Victim, Seducer, Prostitute, Martyr, Savior, Submissive and Hero.
We can look at these different archetypes and learn from them to see where we have unconsciously allowed them to drive us emotionally. Carolyn Myss’ definition of the prostitute is related to lessons in seduction and control. Where do we sell our soul in the name of security, power, or financial again? A prostitute archetype will be a seducer by projecting sexual energy, (“cock block”) to someone(s) partner or even girlfriend causing distrust among other women. Or by interfering when another woman is being admired by another man. Or a martyr archetype will act like everything is fine, but underneath she is boiling with rage because she doesn’t feel worthy. Instead of expressing how she feels, she will eat a box of donuts and suppress her energy until she becomes passive aggressive. The energy becomes an outside need because their inner child is screaming for safety, love and acceptance.
Unfortunately infested programs have controlled people to survive on this planet. All it takes is one thought to seduce through sensations and to entrap to predator realities. Our actions (thought) are now an energetic by proxy to the dimensions of oppression, dominance and control. The sad part is we don’t even know it, our society is capitalizing on sexual energy to feed mechanical empires. We buy the very products to keep them alive. Because it is our survival mechanism. Resulting in false goddesses’, as another tactic to unconsciously cutting off the Heart, blocking organic sensuality, life force, and vitality. By understanding the insecurities, fear and abandonment issues, the wounded inner child calms down allowing inner-awareness to embrace the child.
By seeing the good, the bad and the ugly. We dig deeper into the mindset of barely coping. We may think if we are uneducated the only way to get a man is to seduce him with our bodies, since we feel we have nothing else to offer. Or we may be very educated, have money and don’t need a man for financial survival, yet we have perfect pictures, in our energetic hologram, thinking we need surgeries and botox to maintain our beauty to be accepted and loved. Now we are wearing the princess/queen archetypes. This is an illusion, think about it. What is the reasoning behind these actions? Is this self-love or self-abuse? Only you know.
Some women have breast issues and they need surgery for health. At one point in my life, I wanted surgery because I had a lumpectomy caused from a clogged milk duct while I was nursing my baby. Years later, I almost made the decision to have breast implant surgery to improve my less than firm lopsided breasts. I was basing my decision on my inner child wounds of imperfection and not meeting the “status quo” in the meat market. Auspiciously, a man whose opinion I value shared that ‘he would much rather have true authentic, even saggy breasts, then fake ones’. I asked him why? His answer was, “The breasts are the way to the heart and when women have breast implants, it takes away the sensation and blocks the heart energy while love making. It feels like interference from my perspective. I’d rather have the real thing! Women feel genuine to me because they aren’t out to manipulate and I can trust them.”
My point is to get really honest with ourselves – why don’t we accept our bodies the way they are? One day I was swimming among a group of teenagers from the ages of fourteen to seventeen. They were talking about their botox appointments. I interrupted and asked them why they thought they needed botox? They told me they had wrinkles on their face, arms, and neck. I was dumbfounded; they were stunningly beautiful but they could not see their beauty. Instead they’re falling into determinism programming to be accepted by society.
In addition, their parents had to okay their appointments before they could receive the injection. I was taken aback as to why a parent would allow this behavior. Is the parent projecting images of perfection on their child, because they felt the need to be perfect? Or are they vicariously living through their children to avoid looking within? As we look at the energy transference, we can see this is a sick game of exploitation of the Spirit.
Furthermore, my dermatologist physician’s assistant tried to play on my emotions and manipulate me by saying, “You’re getting wrinkles around your eyes, and you’re a little droopy when you smile. She went on to tell me I can get this fixed for $15.00 with an injection of botox that would last six weeks. I am a truth teller, so I told her this is sick, you’re being used. You’re a drug pusher, pushing addiction on people with emotional manipulation. She is driving her vehicle with the prostitution archetype and doesn’t even know it. It is also a form of black magic. Most women would fall prey to this type of con. Because they feel abandoned, rejected, like they are not enough, invisible, and invalidated due to conditioning.
From an energetic standpoint, at what cost do we seduce? Botox, surgery and even tattoos can be a form of branding the body. Botox and Tattoo’s both puncture the skin. Leaving a mark, which allows chemical warfare in your body. According to Dr Peter Misra, “The brand name Botox – are a purified derivative of botulinum toxin A, made from a bacterium that is a deadly poison.” While, Treehugger derma doctor warns, about Tattoo’s, “Besides infection from unsterile needles, exposure to mercury and other heavy metals is a risk to consider when getting a tattoo.” And Leigh, Laguna Author of The Naked Truth, says, “The truth is, no implant on the market today can last a lifetime. Every type is prone to leaking and rupturing, and in cases of the saline valve implants, they can even become black with mold, causing a systemic fungal problem in a person’s body.”
Finally there are many products we use as women to beautify ourselves from makeup to perfume. Look at the ingredients because there are dangers with hidden ingredients that are unsafe to you and your unborn child. By really looking we see where we fall for seduction traps into the never ending mind game of perfection plugging into external false power. Allows us to see where we manipulate, ourselves.
When we look at these ugly programs, this results in a deep connection with our Higher-Self and enables us to see the patterns and stories of the archetypes. The information gives us the inner awareness to match up the characteristics to see how we have been encoded and conditioned. Once we undress the archetypes we become more aware of the game and so they don’t control us anymore. We then enliven our inner character to deep Divine qualities such as, empathy, understanding, nurturing, compassion, intuition and inclusion. This gives the feminine energy the balance to dance with her masculine, so that they both see with dignity, accountability and integrity. We are contributing to a world of inner- justice, inner-freedom, and inner-equality and don’t forget inner- ecstasy!
Remember this is an adventure to look within. If you had breast implants, Botox, tattoos, or other surgical procedure – it’s okay if you understand why and what was your intention behind the decision to clear the emotions. This will align the energy.
Hopefully, you will reflect and see what elephants are hiding in your own Pandora’s Box to bring your systems back to an organic, unified, balanced and whole field.
“Immature love says: ‘I love you because I need you.’ Mature love says I love myself entirely allowing our two vessels to sail in the sky making shooting stars, lighting up the world with our organic essence of Infinite Waves of Embodied Energetic Ecstasy!
With Deep, Profound and Organic Love,
Energetic Cellular Stabilizer
Copyright © 2017
Breast Implants: http://www.collective-evolution.com/2015/10/21/breast-implants-the-ticking-time-bomb-in-millions-of-womens-bodies/
Earth Vision: http://www.earthvision.info/archetypes
Carolyn Mass: http://bit.ly/1iY69dt
Spiritual Science Research Foundation – The 6th Sense: http://tinyurl.com/y9mrfrha
Michael Tsarion: Female Illuninati: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=e0DrgduMD60&t=19s
Some excerpts are taken from my manuscript, Embody Energetic Ecstasy, now in progress.
We must dig and find our landminds to create a mosaic. We’re an exceptional piece of art made from collecting small pieces of colored glass, stone, or other raw materials. All pieces are beautiful, radiant, and uniquely illuminate diverse types of frequencies. As we transform the inorganic energy by digging deep, we reframe our interior design to our original blueprint into a Divine Creator. Our past lives reelities (love Laura Leon’s term: reelities) shift to our true reality. By doing so we must look at the good, the bad, and the ugly in all of us.
Our past lives reelities are bubbling to the surface to release us from their strong hold, it is important we clear them. When we resist the carnage of our past life predator identities, be it war, rape, pedophile, prostitute, murder, mutilation, genocide etc. they lay doormat in our system. If we choose to only see the good aspects we have oppressed the bad aspects of the false self, they stack on each other and are used as weapons against ourselves and those around us.
These past live reelities have an agenda to program shame, guilt, fantasy, fear, perfect pictures etc. Causing interference with grounding, producing sexual energy leaks for the non-beneficial energy to ride and feed on. These reelities are False light trademarks tagging us with a tracking system. Their ultimate goal is to plug us into the matrix. If we reject, those ugly parts, it opens the doors to target us.
We’re fortunate when we have relationships that blow us up, to find the gold within. When two or more gold diggers come together the power is doubled, or tripled. Past live pus pockets can be intense, meaning they may shock you to the core. By being deeply present with your partner, and not denying their predator identities, allows double power to unravel these lifetimes running.
Digging deep exercises our sensory system to self-discovery utilizing the higher frequencies of the organic infinite past lives as a power Source. Expanding through the process, allowing space for the entire circulatory system to create a magical momentum into a powerful force that effortlessly blows up any non-beneficial energy. Restoring our authentic knowledge. The absolute raw love penetrates into Diamond Heart Realities, ultimately creating even more heart space, to hold each other for purifying the fields into sacred energy. Creating immaculate Source frequencies to deeply be present to SEE, HONOR, VALUE, ACKNOWLEDGE AND LOVE UNCONDITIONALLY those dense aspects of ourselves. We then change the energy from carbon to crystal bodies. Embodying Energetic Ecstasy by absorbing your organic rubies, sapphires, golden nuggets filled with silver….these are true mosaic realities of your genuine nature.
With Deep Profound Love,
Energetic Multidimensional Cellular Stabilizer
PS: Disclaimer: If you use this organic temple for seduction it will blow you up!
The last few days I have been under extremely oppressive intense energy. Locked down, with heavy machinery. The inner-space of calmness, I usually feel during meditation, is now consumed with cruel embodiment of shrapnel tearing through my veins. I even taste the metal in my mouth. I observe the weight of the tight entrapment of being oppressed by this iron domain. The machinery encapsulates my system compromising my lungs to the point of barely breathing. I am stuck, imprisoned by the steadfast repression. As I intensely feel through the charged emotions, with present moment awareness. I allow the reality as it is. There is a part of me that wants to run, yet the weight, has me imprisoned. Even though, fear crept in, I felt through it, as it ran through every cell of my body. The shrapnel barbed into my tissue. I felt shredded alive while simultaneously being raped by the unbending iron, the dead weight violated me to the core. A tarry substance poured upon me, I am stuck in time, infused with this eclipse energy.
The energies showing up are similar to the energies in 1999. That year, my life was flipped upside down. Our family was hit head on by a drunk driver. Five people were killed including the death of our only child. Trapped in the wreckage for an hour before the Jaws of Life released my body. But not my psyche until now. For the past 18 years, I have felt the heavy metal burrowing through my mind, with suppression, domination and control. The accumulated life times of junk DNA trapped us in a junk yard of heavy metal filled with tyranny.
The cycle is finally complete….I feel elated to see what I have felt for years, yet I did not have the resilience needed to be in equanimity until now to neutralize the field. Seeing through the fog of oppression, the inner-confidence of my strength allowed me to see a much bigger and deeper picture. The wreckage I had been swallowed up in, magnetized inter-dimensional machinery. Which unconsciously I allowed to hitchhike on me, not understanding my consent was the very reaction I felt that ugly day of entanglement. The Fear of losing my only child, the fear of losing my legs, the fear of losing my husband, the fear of losing my life.
Please Eclipse the Machinery out of your Life! Honoring the three children that passed that monstrous day. Along with all children, and honoring your own inner-child. By seeing, feeling and holding steadfast through the pain, bringing awareness to present time, creating the space for the Stars of the Universe to embrace you, while rooting into the power of Mother Earth. Allowing Safety, Sustainability and Freedom! Embodying your true nature – Energetic Ecstasy.
With Deep Profound and Organic Love,
Energetic Multidimensional Cellular Stabilizer
Before using this process it is wise to understand the BIGGER PICTURE. It is very confusing because there is an underlying thread that pulls people into lower realities. The truth is – true power is not control. That very action of CONTROL produces resistance to what is. Control has two faces, one you think your regaining power by this action of control, but it is coming from a frequency of control. It is saying control your emotions which will only accumulate more resistance in your system. Remember your very action is a thread for non-beneficial energy or beneficial energy to enter the field. It is similar to ‘Big boys don’t cry.’ (Control your emotions.)
On a positive note some people use this control process as a mechanism to bring their triggers to awareness…which is okay, as long as we see the entire picture. We need to start somewhere. Just know the difference is compared to lifting a 10 pound weight vs 100 pound weight. What kind of vehicle do you want to drive, one that crumbles upon impact or that stays sold, centered and aligned?
To stay solid we must understand and see the real challenge. It is exercising our energetic weight lifting muscle by allowing the reality as it is. It composed of having the energetic inner-strength to pause and expand present time. To feel the sensations through your body, watch your breath, and yet have the stamina to observe, while simultaneously being grounded and anchored to your own perceptions, judgments, projections and past/parallel/future realities.
We then build the energy body into wholeness operating as a multi-dimensional being. This is equanimity. It creates space, which allows Grace to intervene. Your energy is now deeply present with your Higher Self illuminating your Heart Intelligence. As time speeds up it is important that we drive a muscle car — to keep up with the quantum waves to Embody Energetic Ecstasy.
With Deep Profound and Organic Love,
Energetic Multidimensional Cellular Stabilizer
We’re at the point in evolution where we need to take energy very seriously. Our cell memory is our inner compass to discernment and once it is cleared, cleaned and released, we then become an embodied tuning fork to detect non- beneficial energy in the field. As a result, we are creating our own cleaner inner power or “Source” of organic energy to self-sustainability. This roots us into our true nature, reclaiming our Free Will so nothing can interfere in our field our energy. Only then are we one with our Original Organic Source and able to free ourselves out of enslavement.
Unfortunately, the war on consciousness is a fact and we must understand how our parasitic world is running rapid which influences the integrity of our inner – organic alignment. When we are out of balance the collective eco system thrives on organisms (it’s host) and benefits by deriving nutrients at the host’s expense. This results in handling people by using deceptive inorganic by-waves to stimulate sensation in the body’s cell memory, and producing an action that sabotages a person’s life, in turn making them their own weapon.
Note: According to Wiktionary a handler, “One who handles something (especially manually) or someone. The handler of a weapon gets a symbolic sensation of deadly power.” A handler seduces at any cost, to get their lower needs met. They justify their actions to entertain defeating desires.
Lower vibrations allow people to be handled and consumed. The handler knows exactly what to do or say, to feed off their vulnerabilities. Each bite pulls people into their game, profiting from emotions and sensations the body produces. This results in pain and suffering or thirsty desire. Their main courses are trauma, emotional wounds, fear, sexual seduction, fabricated boundaries, superiority, authority, greed, selfish actions, and any other form of emotional capitalization to fuel their parasitic bank account.
Our mission in life is to acknowledge our own inner habitual thinking production line and use this as a poly into infinite possibilities.
Every fleeting thought opens accumulated doors ready to free us or entangle us. As the energy speeds up and timelines collapse, we will be shown at a faster pace, the inner-influences to have the foresight to change our compass if needed.
By doing so, we must see where we leave ourselves open. Where do we allow non-beneficial energy in our lives? Where are we handled? Going forward what are we going to invest in?
My investment came at a high price. Starting from a life-threatening tragedy, I endured almost twenty years ago, I barely made it out alive. Fortunately, I made it, but I was chemically injured from Western Medicine. Ever since, any kind of chemical, candles, perfumes, etc. makes me very sick. Due to the chemical injury, I haven’t taken any drugs for the horrible pain I endure. Therefore, I spent the last sixteen years venturing into the energetic healing arts. I learned reiki, went to gurus, yoga, I attended years of energy and medical intuitive workshops, practiced tai chi, learned scanning and energy implant removal, went to mediums, tarot and angel card readers, participated in drumming, chanting, meditation, goddess, pagan circles, eastern modalities, shaman visions quests, (sweat lodges) and soul retrievals etc. I was naïve. I did not understand energetic boundaries, I had no idea the opportunist infestation breeding within and among me. I found out the hard way. It has been a huge learning curve.
I was gullible and lacked discernment. Several practitioners were amazing. I finally experienced relief from cranial sacral and myofascial release treatments. The bewilderment came when I had a couple of massage therapists and physical therapists, insert me with sexual implants. My sexual energy would surge through me like a strike of lightening. I felt so alive. At the time, I had some pain relief and I appreciated their support, but l came out of the sessions very confused. I was wondering why I had the sexual urge to be with them. Thank God, I had a strong will and I never acted on my sexual sensations. When I conveyed my sexual urge to their attention they told me they removed my sexual blocks, which may be the case. Nevertheless, their false light “healing energy” hooked into my sexual vitality and took me for a pipe dream. I became a feed for their sexual fantasy farm factory. Without realizing it, I was tagged, with a form of possession over me. Once tagged, it takes enormous amount of energy to untangle from these lower vibrational corridors. I did not allow them to work on me anymore. Yet, on some unconscious reality, I let them in. Then a couple of my friends, had similar experiences too. I have seen where men have been hooked also by this. It works both ways.
Fortunately, during my years of energetic mishaps, I continued my daily practice of Vipassana meditation. I loved it because there was no middle man involved. No interference. I felt deeply empowered. As a society, we need to take out the middle man and become self-sustained. However, as we know, it is a process and until then, we may need support. Yet, how do we move through these corridors without out being subjugated to other people’s hooks, foreign energy, and viruses, entities, parasites and handlers?
As we know everyone has shadow energy and there conscious/unconscious patterns determine the different vibrations people accommodate.
Like myself, I had no idea as an empath I was absorbing false light energy, driven by the hero archetype mind set, while falling trap to sacrificial time lines.
What we don’t understand is within the shadow are layered blind spots with parasitic nesting with new eggs ready to hatch. If we don’t become aware of our lack of inner-integrity and the choices we make, we open ourselves up to infestation. We are to become like children again to transform the energy. The purer the heart, the purer the energy integrity, which has the inner strength to collapse all time lines infested with in-organic realities.
Therefore, we must be aware of the people we ask to support us in our lives. Notice their actions, loyalty, heart intelligence, discernment skills, years of meditation, their knowledge, diet, experiences, do they have energy etiquette and understand energetic boundaries? Do they understand sacred space? Notice their marketing agenda’s. Do they honor you or use you? Do they use numbers to qualify, or use emotional manipulation to pull you in? Do they seduce with their energy? Is there a hierarchical structure? Do they use their authority to intimidate? Do they make false promises? Is it about quality or quantity? Are they determined to be number one, compete, exclude, and criticize or slander other people or teachers? Or, are they lovingly strong and gentle without agenda’s or ego based?
It’s okay to have different views, yet if concur and divide tactics are involved then the gates of domination and control have entered. This consumes the person with polluted false power with the unconscious belief that there is not enough to go around. Verses expanded awareness with synergistic pure power with absolute trust knowing there is infinite, bountiful energy for everyone.
As I wrote this blog, it was interesting how clients shared their frustration. They told me someone said they can remove all their implants in 15 minutes. Another person was scammed for a large amount of money to save her pet. Some of these scammers won’t allow PayPal or credit cards they want cash. Just notice…these are red flags. These people usually are opportunistic who appear charming and well-spoken and don’t have your best interest in mind. They’re chameleons, controlled to deceive and they have both conscious or unconscious agenda’s, with distortions driving their inorganic machine.
I have seen energy practitioner take classes, learn different modalities, yet they don’t take time to clean their energy seriously. They go from one client to the next without clearing the field. This causes an energetic mess for all involved…especially if the practitioner is sexually out of balance. It’s like going from one used car salesperson to the next. It is also heartbreaking to see how these handled practitioners water down or copycat original or ancient modalities for their agenda.
A good example is our food supply. A GMO tomato tastes different that an organic tomato. By changing the seed, it no longer carries the authentic energy signature and poisons everyone that takes a bite which produces an overlay of contamination in the field.
Also, keep in mind since we’re all from the same collective mind, and we’re also receiving similar information through downloads to wake this planet up. The authentic practitioner will give credit, where credit is due, including their name as an alternative resource. Unfortunately, these handled practitioners don’t have the ability to create their own processes so they piggy back and use other people’s information as their own.
Also, be aware of mind altering drugs, they open huge doors for inter-dimensional entities to invade the practitioner. It is common sense, everything has an energy signature, our actions of smoking or ingestion produces abortion and assimilation in the body. What frequency do you want in your body? Steve Richards from Holographic Kinetics explained the worst realities are mind alternating drugs. Not just street drugs, marijuana and Ayahuasca. He had case study after case study, that the people who have taken mind alternating drugs including alcohol are the most invaded.
If the practitioners have lower vibrational thoughts, then needs and actions of impurity becomes a vibrational match for parasitic infestation thus polluting the practitioner. Parasites jump from one person to the next, yet they can only stick if there is vibrational match just like fly paper or Velcro. It is a learning curve to understand the traps out there.
Another red flag I have heard from clients are the false promises. One client told me her practitioner removed and showed her how to remove her implants. Once they were removed, she would be pain free. My client did not have the sustainability to keep the invasion out. She had the skill, the logic and the understanding. Yet without inner-strength and inner-power they come right back in.
The pain may ease or dissolve for the time being, but nothing is permanent and energy changes. Everyone is different and unique to their own energy. As we clean up one layer, another one appears with different energy implants/signatures. Therefore, be aware of cookie cutter statements to emotionally hook you. We need to go deeper than the conceptual state of the mind. People are often manipulated through the conceptual mind. According to author David Roam, “The Conceptual mind is very good at identifying parts and putting different parts together in new combinations, but it is not good at holding a sense of the whole.”
Because of these significant changes I have experienced through Vipassana technique, I decided to understand the ancient wisdom on a deeper level. The late Vipassana Teacher, SN Goenka, explains Vipassana meditation and how different programs work within our system. Negative defilements of the mind are layers of accumulated energy from this live and past live times causing pain and suffering. The negative defilements are stored in each cell of the body causing the sensations in the body to react causing imbalances. This in turn, accumulates more non-beneficial energy to be used as false light realities. We give consent by our triggers, the very reaction, activates the sensation with strong current taking over our Free Will. Which is the root of all addictions.
After eon’s this accumulated energy takes shapes and form within the ethereal body and open doorways from other realities depending on the vibration of the form. It has the potential to attach or morph inside a person. I have seen dis-incarnate bodies, machines, spiders, maggots, octopus creatures, snakes, parasites, viruses, archon, reptilian, demons, draconian, animals, and archetypal imprints, satanic ritual, rape, genocide, torture chambers, that we’re entrapped into. Unfortunately, the manipulation on the planet has enhanced these pathways way to produce more inorganic forces. However, manipulation can only enter our system if there is a manipulation program running within us. The way out, is to stop any form of manipulation, even if it is a means of survival. Surrender instead and trust and know that Grace will intervene for the highest of all. It may not be what your unconscious drivers like and you may be disappointed, yet when you see it is clearing out an inorganic reality within you – the gift is priceless. Nothing is better than experiential. You can read books, go to movies, listen to stories, but until you live through it – it hits the deep parts of cellular understanding to change the quantum fields into body alignment.
We must first see where we are objectified into manipulation. The places that flattered the ego is strengthen the external outside needs is a good place to start. SN Goenka explains, that you’re playing an intellectual game, whenever the mind is involved it is wasting pure intuition. Because it’s operating on concepts, procedures, emotions, attachments, affirmations, and logic in the unrefined surface of the mind. We pull the weed at the surface/conceptual mind, but we don’t pull the root. We need to go past the root into the absolute knowing noble mind, which is a skillful art of living.
Vipassana is skill and an art. According to the Vipassana Manual the meditation takes practice, skill and discipline. To work through the four stages of the mind:
(a) kāma- consciousness is that which is under the dominance of desire prevailing in the world of sense desire. It is fourfold, thus: moral immoral, resultant, and ineffective.
(b) Rūpa-consciousness is the mind which has become free from sense-desire but remains under the dominance of the desire prevailing in the fine-material world. It is threefold, thus: moral, resultant, and ineffective.
(c) Arūpa-consciousness is also the mind which has become free from desire for the fine-material, but remains under the dominance prevailing in the immaterial world. It is also threefold, thus: moral, resultant, and ineffective.
d)Lokuttara, or supramundane consciousness-is the noble mind which has become free from the threefold desire, and has transcended the three planes, kāma, rūpa, and arūpa. It is of two kinds, thus: noble consciousness in the path and noble consciousness in the fruition.” The goal of this practice is self-understanding.
The Vipassana Meditation teaches to observe the knots of pain in the body. This technique purifies and eradicates the mental defilements accumulated over my many lifetimes. Every cell has its own memory of pain, sorrow, anger and joy. Self-observation, creates breathing room within to have the space to eliminate the emotional hooks building the energetic muscle to break the habits of the mind freeing the cellular structure while simultaneously creating power, integrating the Divine Light, resulting in sovereignty and interdependence. This means no one can come into your space and manipulate you, because you’re now clear enough to see with the clarity. Clarity has layers, the deeper you go the more you see. Yet it takes discipline, fortitude and courage.
Vipassana opens the four elements in the body (earth, water, fire and wind) they arise through the sensation of heavy, (earth), heat (fire), fluid (water) and flutter (air). Purifying these realities takes inner-dignity to open multidimensional actualities. All the while, it gives you the insight of past lives running, while optimizing your senses to deeper state which expands discernment. It allows your sensuous being to embody unknown heightened feelings, causing extremes passion or compassion. This brings profound understanding with joy, sorrows, laughter and tragedy awakening inner awareness to value yourself wholeheartedly with inner presence to anchor inner-sustainability. At this point, inner-integrity is realized, actualized and revitalizes every cell embodying energetic ecstasy.
Understanding the layers of the mind gives us the ability to understand what framework people are coming from. What consciousness is driving their vehicle? If they haven’t opened the first three consciousness and worked through them. There stuck at the conceptual mind, then they’re apt to infect other people while teaching, facilitating, supporting or healing. Remember the storefront deception – is even deceiving the handler.
As you can see if the False Light Implant removals are being performed at the kāma, rūpa, and arūpa consciousness which is in the realms of desires, immorality and materialism. The practitioner’s only can perform implant removal at the consciousness of their own mind, which is why the root of the implant may not be eradicated.
Money is not the root of all evil – Energy is – if we stay trapped in the surface/conceptual mind of entanglement fueling the evil empire. Blindness means absence of truth. Absence of truth means absence of light and absence of light means invasion.
Therefore, people or practitioners are only able to support other people depending on their own inner purification, initiations and experiences they overcame. It takes an inner-strength and discipline to being aware of lower vibrational, thoughts, perversions and immoral issues that are playing behind the scenes in the unconscious mind. Purification is a process, it is challenging to go through the corridors to overcome hell storms, traumas and tragedy. Authentic practitioners have been initiated many times, deepening through inner understanding after experiencing the complexity of energy. They have an infinite compassion. Because they understand the pain and suffering endured. It is a destructive process to see through the smoke and mirrors, eradicating untruth.
If the practitioner is still standing, then you will know their strength, integrity fortitude and inner-sight. They can see all spectrum’s, views, and possibilities with deep compassion and understanding because they value, honor and respect all sentient beings. They don’t run away from deep emotional trauma or pigeon whole people into “she or he is dark,” judgments. They don’t run from tragedy they embrace it, because they have the intelligence to dissolve the energy with total embodiment, through their own clearing experiences by facing every non-beneficial pattern with inner-courage. They don’t let anything stop them, even when their knocked to the ground, because they know in the end, there is a jewel of wisdom on the other side. Resulting in a vibrational match to the Diamond Heart Intelligence thus having crystal clear access to loyalty, authenticity dignity, and another way to embody energetic ecstasy.
Take time to investigate, obtain referrals, and reflect with your own inner guidance is very imperative in these times. Like anything we must do our homework and consider the source. It will save you time, money, and turmoil. We must examine people’s actions, intentions, agenda’s, and integrity. Do they treat you how you want to be treated? Is a good point of reference? Remember, we must value ourselves with every action, thought and ingestion.
When must look at energy and understand what we’re giving consent if we allow it in our space. To avoid contamination, we must invest in ourselves to make an empowered decision and avoid infection.
Look for the following when you are considering the Source —
- Using someone else material without giving them credit.
- Are they using someone else’s business name?
- Do you feel the copycat energy signature?
- Are they grandiose? Self-centered, or Superior?
- Use emotions to hook and pull.
- Use sexual seduction by their words or chi energy.
- Make it about the money.
- Infected with New Age Agenda?
- Falsify credentials
- Use Chi to stimulate sexual sensation
- Make False promise
- Seduce with their body
- Use ancient watered-down wisdom, and make it their own.
With Deep Profound and Organic Love,
Energetic Multidimensional Cellular Stabilizer
Archetypes attached to the False Light Practitioner: Politician, Hero, Savior, Prostitute, Don Juan, Healer, Chameleon, Black Widow etc. Teacher, Preacher, Healer, Doctor, Superman: Carolyn Mass Archetypes: https://www.myss.com/free-resources/sacred-contracts-and-your-archetypes/archetypes/
S.N. Goenka: https://www.dhamma.org/en-US/index
Dangers of Ayahuasca: http://www.metaholistico.com/2015/02/17/the-dangers-of-ayahuasca/
Some excerpts are taken from my manuscript Embody Energetic Ecstasy in the works.
Copyright © 2014-2017
Where did this concept or statement co-habituate? I want a God- fearing woman. I have seen this statement on dating sites and throughout my life. I wondered why in the hell would a man want a woman to fear God? Was it to manufacture hell on earth maybe? This produces inorganic tidal waves of dominance, control and oppression while seducing women into submission.
Through my investigating process, I met a couple of men. Since I broke up with my partner, I was not ready to be in relationship at that time. My emotional integrity was to heal the past emotions from my previous relationship so I don’t contaminate the energetic field with a new relationship.
I made it very clear with these men by setting strong boundaries that I was not interested in relationship with them. I was taking time out to heal and process from the last relationship to find the gifts, foresight and wisdom.
I found it interesting when I set a boundary they both said the same thing. “You don’t trust God and your resisting being in relationship with me.” They had tantrums around the subject. Why are they undermining my boundary, projecting delusionary false power to try and beat me into subservience? Why are they making me the bad guy?
What does God’s trust have to do with man’s trust? My trust in the Divine has nothing to do with men that I hardly know. Why have these men confused themselves with God? We must see the false god, superman, identity has created a reality where they perceive women as their submissive antidote. This keeps the heart blocked and they remain emotionally unavailable, needy, and so emotionally wounded that they use God as a weapon. I even saw a post on Facebook, it was the bible quote; “The fear of the LORD is the beginning of wisdom, and knowledge of the Holy One is understanding.” Proverb 9:10. Is it proverb or pervert? The God-fearing programs have infested men with perverted mindsets, while women fall prey into submission, objectifying all parties involved.
I feel so grateful to see their illusionary game and not fall prey by being emotionally subjugated to their inner prison of indignity. Now I understand the God-fearing women program. My next step is ground and anchor to short circuit the conditioned spell because so many are under victim and predator relationships. In doing so, I reviewed my history.
In my past relationships, fear and insecurities played a major role in my life. My father was narcissistic and emotionally abusive. I attracted people to heal this karmic pattern within my blood line. After my last relationship, I saw this very clearly and walked through the fire. This experience brought in deep awareness to my unconscious blind spots and programs that were running to decode and take my power back from past life realities. This also healed a big chunk of family carnage.
As children, we associate our parents with God. The god in my past relationships are addicts, I understand this too well. I have been recovered for 18 years from alcohol addiction myself. I made alcohol my false god. As with any addiction, it is the priority over everything that results in broken promises and self-destruction tendencies. This awoke the victim in me to see clearly and how I became prey for predators in my past.
I knew I had to connect with someone that mirrored my patterns and who has also healed from her past. I called my friend Stacy, as my witness because she also had a narcissistic father. Since we have similar lives that we both have worked ardently to heal, we have the fortitude to transform the energy. Unfortunately, she also endured a tragic experience involving her marriage. They were married for twenty years and as a so called happily married couple, they taught relationship courses in their church. She was shocked! Her husband had an affair with a woman in the class, who happened to be Stacy’s best friend. Since Stacy’s husband was the pastor, he ended up¬¬ excommunicating her from the congregation and made Stacy the bad guy, which added more fuel to the fire.
Stacy was an outcast from her church. She was traumatized by her husband’s ungodly deception. It was easier for the church to control the people because of the fear driven emotions that were entangled in the mindset of the masses. In their fear, they completely justified their actions to the smaller wounded mind allowing dictatorship, which manufactured the dysfunctional thought pattern: “As long as the finger is pointed at her, it deflects any finger pointing at me.” The small mind believes this keeps the fear out of their world which is a false sense of security. Only keeping the people caged in, with denial and controlled by fear based authority. The false god system has a counterpart, making the innocent person the bad guy.
We used our synergistic experiences to neutralize the emotional warfare to bring this false infested program to energetic justice. The power of two or more is essential as it amplifies the dangerous energetic pollution fields by acknowledging the false programs. Unexpectedly, artificial intelligence (A.I.) was interjecting and violated our space with their electronic misaim and tried to stop us from connecting to ground the god-fearing program out. Our phones would not work and we could not hear each other speak. We tried home phones and even Skyped but neither worked. Texting was our only means of communication. Having persistence forty-five minutes later, Stacy finally got through by blocking her telephone number while calling mine. She out smarted the A.I. We knew without a doubt we were being stopped because this has happened to us many times to just be a co-incidence. Experiencing this kind of interference, we knew the program had to be anchored in the new energy. This will reset time lines and decode the false god mind set.
I knew with our heart-wrenching experiences we would both open new path ways, not only for ourselves but the collective mind. So, using our inner strength, we deeply penetrated and punctured the accumulated non-beneficial energy, like an acupuncturist, into the meridians of Mother Earth. This brings in new purified energy to dissolve the mind control program, to balance out the karmic field by creating an organic template within ourselves and bringing inner energetic justice to the world.
In Chinese medicine, the Earth meridians (Stomach and Spleen) provide nourishment and stability, transforming and moving nutrients efficiently, so that we get the most out of our food to keep the body running optimally. This helps us in digesting the food we take in. Similar to the energy we need to move through life. Our inherit right to receiving unconditional love and nurturing energy provided by Mother Earth without interference. Her energetic arms wrapped around us and stabilized our energy bodies to be in Her sacred domain…clearing all inorganic programs in this time line.
As you read this blog, please use it as a resource to take your power back from false god/narcissistic programs. This would include under-minding your intuition, being a scape-goat or being used as an object of deflection so the false god programs doesn’t bypass their own character. Twists history by using the deception as a form of emotional abuse which makes the past your fault when clearly it is theirs. This preys on gullibility and victim mindsets. Denying this behavior causes pain and suffering allowing them to not be accountable for their behavior. Then it is swept under the carpet driving pride into even more accumulated energy of grandiosity. They are opportunist, manipulator, authoritarian, and megalomania. Understanding the negative defilement stored within our conscious and unconscious by using experiences gives us the foresight to bring everything to zero-point field. This helps us be free to embody energetic ecstasy.
Archetypes attached to the False God/Narcissistic for Masculine Personality – Patriotic: Teacher, Preacher, Healer, Doctor, Hero’s, (Superman, Batman etc.…), Victim, Saboteur, Martyr, Damsel in Destress, Addict, Prince and Princess.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=MsRPEab5-TM – Fun video – The Bad Guy – A must watch!
http://www.fabriqspa.com/whats-in-a-face/ – Chinese Medicine Resource
With Deep, Profound and Organic Love,
Energetic Multidimensional Cellular Stabilizer
God Fear Women Video/Discussion: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=a8zp6E5-wHA&t=13s
Some excerpts are taken from my manuscript Embody Energetic Ecstasy in the works.
Copyright © 2014-2017
The Universe/Source is always guiding us, if we would only pay attention to the Universal Language of Nature. We are so powerful, but we have forgotten the capabilities of our absolute knowingness through the Heart Intelligence. Dr. Bruce Lipton, Gregg Braden, and many other teachers have explained the science behind quantum physics and the connection to all energy frequencies within the energetic environment that one resides.
Since we only use 5% of our conscious brain, the other 95% remains unconscious, it makes sense to look at the disturbing state of this planet, and observe the disarray among us. From the candidates for this year elections in the US, to the global tragedies. The pain and suffering we’re all enduring is spilling over into our physical, emotional, and spiritual world like a toxic landslide of backed up pollution, attracting hideous viruses, like a parasitic opportunist feeding on it host. Yet, the host is so busy resisting the truth about being preyed upon, it would rather be eaten alive. We must be willing to look at other species to understand the hideous climate change within our own ecology. By understanding nature’s wisdom.
Lucy Jones discovered (Ophiocordyceps unilateralis), parasitic fungus is a spore infecting the ants in the rain-forest. It takes 3-9 days to invade the insects. When the fungus has completed its life cycle, it has the ability to manipulate and overtake its body directing it away from safety. The pod of ants proudly march up a tree soaking in humidity from the fungus to grow. Then the ant chomps on a leave and die. The fungal threads arise from the corpse within 24 hours, pushing through the stem, to shower spores, to infect more ants. A cycle of no return.
Another example, researchers in Texas combated fire ants — by deploying parasitic flies that turn the pesky and economically costly insects into zombies whose heads fall off. As a society we need to become smarter than a colony of fire ants. And see where we repress parasitic entrapment, to free us from costly mistakes. We fall for the storefront deceptions and partake in their poison conforming to a species with no will power, no value for life, resulting in helpless humans.
This produces a society, afraid to take action for the benefit of their well-being. According to Dr. Martin E.P. Seligman the Director of the Penn Positive Psychology, “Learned helplessness is when people feel helpless to avoid negative situations because previous experience has shown them that they do not have control.” Helplessness is a past identity that we have taken personal, which accumulates energetic toxicity in our body, causing uncomfortable sensation in the cell memory. Some would call this black goo, implants or inter-dimensional hijacking. They all have the common factor of inner-dominated ownership.
To escape the painful circumstances and burning, and sometimes torturous sensation, we take pain pills, drink alcoholic beverages, or even escape through food or sexual addiction. The way out is acknowledging our state of mind and empathize with ourselves. Ask yourself, “Am I feeling numb, shut down, horrified and afraid?” Become the observer uncomfortable sensations of anxiety, helplessness, and despair of the accumulated cell memory. At this point, we open up the quantum physic door ways to assist us. We bring the past to present time. The more we do this, the stronger and more sustained we become allowing organic energy to support us. A person I coached said, “Sitting with these sensations are like wearing an itchy sweater.” How symbolic. We have a choice to sit with this itchy sensations by focusing with our Higher Inner Intelligence or chase our tail back into external/material entrapment by needing something outside of ourselves to put a band aid over the restless accumulated sensation.
Comparable to our capitalistic agendas, it echoes the obsessive consumerism as a weapon turning the human species into helpless zombies. As ugly as it is to look at, we have to be aware of the undercurrent to find our inner-strength and power within, to dissolve this troublesome inorganic vampirism. We must first change our habits and understand the theme of our thoughts, sensations and addictions. By evicting these invaders, we’ll takes our lives back. It will, however, take strength, determination and resilience to change the neuropathways of the entire mind, body and Spirit. Preparing us to have sustainability, strength and fortitude.
We must make it a disciplined habit to uncover layer, upon layer to see the root of where the parasitic tentacles have attached. The mutation allows the negative parasitic energy to feed off self-destructive behavior. It may be tiring, tedious, and challenging, yet our lives are worth it. Everyone on this planet has been infected in one way or another. We are a host for the negative energy, and death is not a get out of jail free card. Even if we lose our physical body, we are magnetized into other non-beneficial realms of the unhealed consciousness. This is the law of cause and effect; it shows us the parasitic illusional realities in which we have become entangled.
We are not free until we encapsulate into our organic template by owning every thread of negative energy that we participated in, that caused pain and suffering on this planet, to ourselves, others, or animals. We do so by looking into every corner of ourselves with courage, and taking action to value ourselves. It is important that we understand and feel in our being when where we are triggered and overreacting. Remember being present with yourself stops the feeding, if not we get pulled back into different thought forms. For example, what does it feel like when we buy a new car? Joy and exhilaration. However, the external high has the potential to turn into a parasitic obsession, if there is an ego attached to the car, meaning we need the car to feel whole. We’ve been confused, because we attach to the vehicle as if it’s the person’s value or identity. The key word is attach.
Unfortunately, as a collective consciousness, we have created a feeding frenzy of inorganic waste by placing value on something outside of us because we are overly attached on the outside world. Because of the Universal Law of Cause and Effect, our society is in crisis that is in need of healing. “We need to know thyself.” Nothing is safe, except our Inner Source Energy. It takes skill and inner-discernment to tap into pure clean fields of untouched energy to support us. But refusing to look deeper into our own psychology, causes a weak persona, wanting everyone else to be responsible for our own unconscious patterns. This lack of self-awareness opens non-beneficial behavior, causing energy leaks, producing opportunistic parasitic human’s piggy backing on others for a free ride.
Which allows ‘conquer and divide’ to rule the mind. That part of the human is being eaten alive by an obnoxious pest, causing emotional captivity. Seeing the truth is impossible with this contaminating perception. This triggers an emotional reaction that energetically charges a toxic reality.
When we choose to be open to the multiplicity of insights available, we reclaim our power. This means awakening, and clearing the cellular structure by acknowledging the pain and suffering within ourselves. Which opens up another frequency wave to another depth not seen yet. Known as multi-dimensional insight. This serves to awaken the unconscious mind, bring in organic energy to dissolve the parasites. Its causes energetic homeostasis which builds character, and creates an organic pipeline bringing clean energy to support the pain and suffering through your Heart. This is the antidote for parasitic energetic disruptors. It is self–organizing and it’s free. By being present with deep compassion for ourselves and others, allows us to understand the depth of pain, torture and suffering. While being in this present moment, creates an organic field which actually frees us from parasitic mind viruses. It takes a strong energetic muscle to sustain embodiment.
We can do this by ourselves, however there is also synergistic power in two or more! As we share the organic genetic codes, and the aspects of our true selves, it opens up the unconscious trap doors of past or future lifetime realities to liberate us from parasitic entrapment. It changes karma into dharma, which expands the Heart Intelligence to infinite capabilities to heal thyself within all layers of the quantum field. This has the potential to eliminate the collective parasitism. We then become masters by using our collective pain, to transform the energetic collective parasitic imprint.
Tools for Freedom:
- Meditate – Clean Your Energy at least twice a day. Especially upon rising.
- Feel through your pain and don’t project it out. Embrace it with your Heart.
- Create equal exchange.
- Acknowledge and validate yourself.
- Deepen your integrity by investigating your motives.
- Treat others how you want to be treated.
- Value and Honor yourself.
- Have authentic actions to be in alignment with the Divine.
- Invest in your wellbeing/mind, body, Spirit.
- Take responsibility for your own body/mind by being disciplined.
- Don’t give your power away to anyone.
- Set proper boundaries to avoid bondage.
- Be aware and/or avoid animal/gluten/sugar/processed and GMO food products.
- Do your research before you ingest anything into your body.
- Don’t do any kind of mind altering drugs.
- Do a google search on all food, chemicals and cosmetic products you use, to see how it affects the nervous system. If we buy products that abuse earth, animals and ourselves, we are participating in the parasitic traps.
With Deep, Profound and Organic Love,
Energetic Multidimensional Cellular Stabilizer
Copyright © 2014-2017
Video discussion/Heart Intelligence & Transforming the Parasitic Imprint: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=SExI0oAX1RA&t=44s
Some excerpts are taken from my manuscript, Embody Energetic Ecstasy, in progress.
Dr. Martin E.P. Seligman/Helpless Humans: http://tinyurl.com/ono8fs4
Fire Ants/ABC News: http://tinyurl.com/p6fa3l
Lucy Jones/BBC Earth: http://tinyurl.com/k3ybmbz
Neuro Science News: http://tinyurl.com/jplbwm5
Within any relationship there is a dynamic that we must examine to see if we have built a foundation that is either based on illusions or the denying of oneself.
As we travel into the infinite mind and the corridors unravel, we see all players, all sub-personalities, and all identities. Many are associated with the webs of co-dependency that make it all about ‘me’, therefore, we are not seeing the omnipotent self.
In some cases, one or both partners, do not choose the relationship. When one does not commit 100%, it drives the emotions through the rocky road of insecurity. This results in some form of control, because fear is operating on a level not yet seen. How do we unravel the turmoil of the mind, in order to discover where the inorganic energy is being affected by the fear virus?
Let’s use an example where one partner is consistently choosing work, addiction, friends, or even sex with others over his partner. However, perhaps he dashes in for a quick fix of emotional care, maybe a little sex, and is off again into his fanatical world of outside pleasure, thus making it about the “me” and “my” needs … resulting in separation, agendas, or conquer and divide energy. Meanwhile, his partner is left in the web of confusion. Wondering why something so spectacular has been polluted with forces outside of themselves. (Note in this example I used the masculine energy, yet it works both ways.)
Our Spirit is constantly showing us the way out of the corridor to grow our wings and fly. One must ask themselves, why would the partner I am with, not choose me? What am I not giving myself? What is my partner showing me? What belief am I identifying with? Am I comparing? What is it about me that is not enough? Is jealousy involved? Whatever identity I am wearing is it causing duality within myself? Is there a blind spot of negative energy running the show? That spins into crazy resentment, blocking precious heart energy. At the same time, is it choking my life force with more blindness? All to fulfill an outside need that only I can fill.
As a society we have been heavily conditioned with the hero’s journey movies to be the chosen one. We feel a sense of relief, knowing in the end that the hero survives and helps those around him. With this type of conditioning, we choose the outside forces to make us whole; we fall for the fantasy, and identify with the characters in the movie. This produces a misleading heroic journey, living a life filled with masks, hoping to find the maiden to save. We go through life with an upside down map – not knowing which way is north or south. Our confused perception wonders why our fanatical world hasn’t come alive. We deny ourselves, with a sense of abandonment or self-rejection, repressing even more emotions, resulting in a system full of sludge. At this point our life becomes murky and falls apart; we are then caught in a downward spiral. Unfortunately, shame and guilt attach to the false identity, as a means to shield our selves from the painful reality of delusion. We then punish the person we love, because they did not meet our self-absorbed game called the hero’s journey. Fortunately, energy can be transformed as long as we’re willing to look deep within and face those parts we have denied.
The first place to start is by becoming emotionally available to our self. This will dissolve the heavy unconscious imprints that are keeping us bound in pain and suffering. We’re able to find deep compassion knowing that we were subjugated as children. We were wide open, allowing the conditioning to start at a very early age.
Removing the conditioning takes courage, to find and examine the energetic structure of the patterns in the mind, requires consistence focused awareness. When we have a very strong will to heal, sometimes we unconsciously set up a stage to expose the buried land minds to find the gold inside. That’s exactly what my husband Rick and I did. We have what some people might term an ‘open’ marriage. But it’s not. Nor is it polyamory, its a supportive creative monogamy partnership for these intense times. It is a dynamic “out of the box” relationship to meet the needs without government interference. We have been married for twenty-six years, but now feel that our karmic circle together is complete and it’s time to close the term marriage and let go. However, we both live with autoimmune diseases, due to a sequence of unfortunate events, and have agreed to stay together and support each other as friends. Rick wants to support me because he deeply cares for my well-being. However, he is no longer interested in an intimate relationship. He is aware and has made the choice to not to go deeper into himself on this level. Therefore, we have become energetically miss-matched.
Burning our old marriage contract shifted the energy and opened the door to unity, community, and self-love. We no longer feel we are in a marriage contract with each other. We don’t need a middle man to file divorce papers. We’re creating something new to up-level our consciousness by different experiences to wake up our subconscious minds. Standing alone for the first time in years gave us a view we had never felt before. We were so neurotically enmeshed with each other that we knew on the highest level that it was time to untangle the strands of co-dependency. Not really understanding where our lives would go, we recognized that we would find what we needed to grow deeper into our True-Self.
When I least expected it, Jason entered my life as a new character in the cast I call my life. It was like nothing I’d ever felt before; it felt as if the doors of enchantment opened and pulled me into the passage of self-discovery so that I can find those stubborn streaks and one day reflect to the world the organic power of my True-Self. It only made sense that we become one family, supporting each other in whatever way we could. Rick totally and willingly surrendered our relationship to Jason, somehow knowing that the relationship would explode in the shadows of dominance, control, and oppression. He provided me with another new and different opportunity to grow and learn.
Jason and I both had work to do to clear our negative attachments. Equality, trust, and equanimity are the truest forms of our organic nature; this means loving oneself so deeply that nothing on the outside has the ability to cause pain and distress. Doing so will create an encapsulated field with the inner masculine holding the inner feminine, and allowing her safety. Meanwhile her emptiness has the ability to be completely whole even among the wild fires inside. This takes deep self-love, melting blocked emotions to become the alchemist, turning her into energetic golden waves of ecstasy.
Jason and I agreed that our unconscious and conditioned mind, were causing problems. We wanted to work on the constant interference, programs and monkey mind. Just when we found ourselves, the doors opened to our past lives. This only fed the sea of flames fueling our emotions, which is perfectly designed to clear our energetic field on our journey to wholeness.
All three of us know that this is the key to freedom. This dynamic will bring entrapped inner child wounds to the surface; most don’t see this until there is a place of structured safety. We found it takes a family to raise the inner wounded child into maturity and while all three of us explored into our own Hero’s Journey.
Of course, this dynamic brought emotional wounds to the surface. Jason felt like the third party on many levels, as his inner child felt excluded. Until he loves and honor himself, his fear will continue to cause separation within the relationship with himself and with me. Jason chooses to be in for a while, yet I am not the priority in his life. He finds ways to deeply open my heart, makes promises to change, and give me hope. Yet, somehow things would change. Jason would leave me for a job, family, or the most painful of all – connecting with other women friends on an intimate energetic/emotional level. Naturally, I feel rejected, abandoned, and scared as the fears well up inside. All I want is to be chosen by the man I love, however, it’s too unsafe to commit fully and be by his side without Rick. Meanwhile, Rick held space for us to see how wounded our inner child’s minds, were. Coming from similar backgrounds, we both had been scarred from abuse. We experienced similar upbringings and were also caught in the cross fire of our fathers’ womanizing and our grandfathers’ pedophilia.
What does one do? Pull out the tools from the physiology of the patriarchy paradigm and call it red flags and put up boundaries? Take anti-depressants? Do we fall in the victim game and blame? Do we call it quits because we aren’t getting our emotional needs met?
Or do we stand in the fire and see our love for each other? Taking responsibility and accountability for our own emotional unavailability? Are we willing to see our projections of fear? We soon recognized that we had been punishing one another because their scars run deep. Blinded by confusion with our judgmental swords and found it too painful to be at war. We both, shut down our hearts to our own Hero Within. It is impossible to save another, without first saving ourselves. As we grew spiritually and emotionally we realized that the only way out is within, by being our own Hero. This is the true Hero’s journey.
How does one become ‘their own’ Hero? One must acknowledge where they are falling for the illusion that the hero is outside of themselves. It is easier to look on the outside – yet it is hugely rewarding to look within.
Each partner must do their part to embody the field of ecstasy. It is easily tainted with strands of toxic emotions. One cannot do the work for the other. If you’re ready to step up to this courageous inner awareness – be ready for a challenge, an adventure, and ride the tidal waves of intimacy. It will give you the intelligence and passion to remove the deep emotions that are blocking your heart.
By asking questions we open the energetic field for healing. Where do you avoid being the parent to your inner child? Is it work, an addiction, the next relationship, hobbies, family or friends? Notice if the fallen hero has an emotional wars inside. Is it numbness? So you don’t have to feel the energetic weapons stemming from your own mind? This will only result in creating layers of more armor around the heart, allowing outside forces to play the game of fanatical attachments. Not choosing yourself is playing the game; it poisons the mind allowing in external inorganic pollutants that destroy relationships by sabotaging the Hero within. By being the victim to your own fanatical grandiose hero projecting out with emotional needs.
Would it not be better to stay in your own domain and be in mature observation? There one has the ability to sit in meditation and actualize their emotions by feeling the sensations that arise in the body. This will allow the Divine Presence of their Higher Self, their Spirit, to love and hold their inner child. Taking such loving action in it’s self, encourages the inner child to feel safe by feeling seen and included. It also alchemizes the fearful emotions, dissolving them into their True Source. This has the capability of melting the emotional prison walls, creating space in that moment; then the Hero’s Journey stops being a game, because we are choosing our own inner Light. We then shine with true Heart Essence – radiating at a frequency of Divine Ecstasy.
At this point, both Heroes are already whole in their entirety, with no attachments, only organic cosmic waves of purified delight. Their purified Hearts opens wide to their Loved One. The orgasmic electrical field transmitting through the meridians in the body is causes a planetary resurrection, awakening the world to a new profound journey. Choose the Inner Hero’s journey … the time is now to be Free!
With Deep, Profound and Organic Love,
Energetic Multidimensional Cellular Stabilizer
Some excerpts are taken from my manuscript Embody Energetic Ecstasy in the works.
P.S. Here is the link to the youtube video discussing this blog in deeper detail: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6BSzRiimtbc&t=126s